Last Commented Lost Love Poems (2,649)

I watched him go this love of mine
I felt as if I would die, I did not show it
I couldn't say
But when he is near
My night turns to day
Everything just fades away
And it is just the two of us lost in space.
I said some things and did some things
To chase my love from me
I believed it would have been the only way
For us to keep our sanity
Thought he was not ready,
Felt he won't know
What to do in my world
Where sometimes the cold winds blow
I wanted to spare him so much
The frustration that comes
From not enough, from a repressed angry teen
I felt that he would soon grow old in a day or two
A month or so
But that before the year's end
Away from me he'll surely go
Guess I was wrong
Did not know my love was so strong
Leaving without a word
Just seemed the easier thing to do
But of course now i feel like
Gum on the bottom of a shoe...
I wanted to be a hero and save him from the despair
From my own fear
That when reality hits
And the bills come from loving a woman
With not one or two but three young 'uns
I did what some do best, I ran.
Ran to save him from all of that...
And I know it is not fair
I sit here now and the tears they fall
But for him still my heart will call
My love for you will never leave
For you my heart will always grieve
Maybe I was wrong and maybe I was right
Maybe I am destined to wander in the night
Please, I want you to be happy wherever you may be
Please.... my love do not be mad at me.

REFLECTIONS OF LOSS

Into darkness, with reflections of loss

Through the paths of pain

Through portals of regret

In, an out of rooms best forgotten

The black journey to discover

The road of light

The road to self

The road that leads to the avenue in the bright

the avenue of hope

JP owell

I remember all the days we had
for laughing in the sun
you would do such crazy things
which gave us so much fun
the times that you pursed up your lips
and you squinted your eyebrows
oh, but we were so much closer then
you're further than that now
when we first met I heard you say
that you liked me quite a lot
and in time, you grew on me
I let myself get caught
we often danced the night away
but still we stood somehow
oh, but we were so much closer then
you’re further than that now
our time spent together
was the only time we had
even though I loved to tease
you never would get mad
when you turned your love to me
all I could say was wow
oh, but we were so much closer then
you’re further than that now
til one day, an old flame
turned up at our place
that led to your confusion
you slapped me in my face
when you said goodbye, I knew
there’d be no marriage vow
oh, but we were so much closer then
you’re further than that now

Words can’t describe how my heart has been.
I’m done fighting losing battles that I can’t win.
So goodbye my friend.
Unfortunately this is the end.
Slowly I’ll fill the void you left in my chest.
Memories of you I’ll lay to rest.
I’ll bury you, to me you’ll be dead.
The bond that binds us, I’ll severe destiny’s thread.
I’m sorry but this is for the best.
In my heart you’ve became an uninvited guest.

"Ste, sa pead mind usaldama, ma armastan sind ja ma ei lähe sinust
mitte iialgi eemale ning ei jäta sind maha, palun usu ja usalda
mind, ma tõesti armastan sind, yes im okay"

"Ste, you have to trust me, I love you and I do not ever go away,
and you will not forsake you, please believe and trust me, I really
love you, yes im okay"


You look and digest the words before you,
they tell you of their love and how much they care,
after all that's happened how could they be true,
all I did was to give my heart for you to share,

You promised to me, trust and never forsake you,
You had my trust, for you had my heart and soul,
to tell me you really love me, or words to appease too,
I never questioned your past, as to me you was whole,

You broke away without a true word said,
blocked my words so I was left without a clue,
befriended my ex on the book instead,
her words would be full of venom, I told you this too,

I explained to you about a choleric personality,
now you have conversed and heard the spite,
in truth her words have no reality,
now am told how much I disgust you and of your dislike,

So I look at your words and wonder too,
was I really someone you loved and cared for,
or just a ticket for somewhere new,
except this heart and love of mine could never show you the door,

My words of love for you and the way I showed it too,
nothing is clear anymore as I have lost your love and respect,
I would have taken you to that altar and said the words "I do",
but now in your eyes am just another defect,

Well I hope you find the love of your life,
but be honest with them and not hide your own lies,
so that one might even make you his wife,
but I will always love you, for I cannot despise.

You watch their eyes and look for the smile,
each day you held them close, touching and holding,
telling yourself, that love is worthwhile,
no cross words, not even a scolding,

You held their hand and snuggled close,
each precious moment treasured,
kissed their cheek, lips and neck, trying never to be gross,
actions of affection given but never measured,

Each day you loved their smile and eyes aglow,
you asked most times if they was happy,
hoping these are really her feelings they show,
talking slowly and not being snappy,

Communication at times was hard,
Even though you understood every word said,
reading you was like a card,
you never told me what was in your head,

Our Golden rule number one,
to always talk things through,
we both agreed this to be done,
somehow this got lost in you,

Even though my love I shared,
washing, cleaning looking after you,
it is obvious you never cared,
to say I did not love you, made me very blue,

Now your gone and loves not here,
how many more have you done this too,
I shall not hold on to your memory, even though it was dear,
there was never any us? just only you.

The sadness lingers and all is lost,
the words of love, echo in my mind,
heart is aching and at a cost,
recent words she said, so unkind,

For her to say I never loved her,
she vowed her love was true,
or that I did not care,
that is why I got shut of you,

Silently look at those words, eyes bare,
now I wonder what went on,
to be told you do not care,
so love has really gone,

For I tried so hard to contact you,
am not listening, I told you so,
words of love I spoke were true,
now just get on and go, go ,go.

Loves devotion,
an incredible emotion,
full of highs,
then your heart is broke,
lies.

Heartbreak

On this day in July,
a pretty lady I did espy,
back and forth we communicated,
each message made us both elated,

Onto Skype we did try,
so we could see each other eye to eye,
her beauty was there to see,
and I thought she was for me,

Our words and feelings we both did prose,
we both felt the swell as it arose,
each spoken word was meant to be from the heart,
and our love began to start,

Our eyes would meet from afar,
and feelings and emotions were like a destiny star,
her eyes were like a deep green sea,
and I could feel her love melt me,

Many hours and days were spent,
each declaring their intent,
our emotions and feelings made us pine,
we had to meet, we knew it was time,

At the airport she said I had looked scared,
what she didnt realise was just how much I cared,
I saw her beauty and my heart did fly,
I had to hold onto my emotions so I would`nt cry,

Her visit was supposed to be a short stay,
The night before we felt the pull of her going away,
We talked and felt the emotions pulling at our heart,
I asked her to stay so we would not be apart,

We spent all our time together and we shared,
we could see through our touches that we both really cared,
hours quickly flew and our love grew,
our vows to each other we said anew,

At Our Ladys Chapel I bent on one knee,
and asked this princess to marry me,
she answered one word "yes",
at that very moment I felt blessed,

She told me she would always be there,
we made future plans in which to share,
we knew work to her was very dear,
and moving back to Finland was clear,

Her going back was not a good day to cheer,
we both held back the tears, we declared that each was dear,
my homeward journey was strangely cold,
but she told me our love was a very strong bond to hold,

Back to Skype we communicated,
with smiles and love anticipated,
we could see that we were missing one another this was clear,
and we both dearly wanted to be near,

A few weeks have now passed and time has been on her side,
each moment treasured, had been measured including her pride,
last 48hrs we scarcely talked, my attempts to Skype were closed a line had been drawn,
and new thoughts in her mind mind had been borne,

I received an email to say things were not going her way,
and that in her eyes there is no future to stay,
all communications to her have been blocked everywhere,
So my answer is clear, you my sweet princess will always be dear.

People say time has great healing,
difficult to take this on with feeling,
I have loved and she has now departed,
and am I the only one broken hearted.

A hurting heart, burns with pain,
for the love you will never see again,
the fire of passion slowly subsides,
and quietly within, the love dies,

Your reasoning and mind wandered,
at the chance of love squandered,
and did you really do your best,
or was you considered, just like all the rest,

Was it love they wanted or just to fill a need,
were your feelings passionately needed or was it just greed,
you read their words of how they felt with intent,
and now you fully understand they were never meant,

You loved this person and felt so good within,
she met your mother and the rest of the kin,
sweet comments were made that your a lovely pair,
and now you realise she just didnt` care,

The means in which you was pushed away,
Will stay in your mind forever and a day,
now days have passed, and time has moved on,
this how they wanted it to be and now they have gone,

A loving heart, now smoulders within,
a new flame ignites your feelings and your ready to begin,
push past the pain and the ache, you know your love is pure,
someone will love, need and want you for sure.