Last Commented Lost Love Poems (2,650)

i will never forget,but i dont want to
because of how it felt
joy is worth pain
or am i lieing to myself?

had i of known,would i of
but we dont choose who to fall in love with
but god you choice of all prince charmings
to send me one WHY one that was sick?

lies stories maddness
often i put my life at risk
my well being never matterd
his, always did.

faithfullness he gave to me
he in love with me as i him
and though i am not a failure
sorry lord, i could never win.

my hurt? always excused
its not his fault hes mental
and god you know, his sane days
are the days i wished could stand still.

i know he needs me more then i do him
dispite he makes it feel the other way round
yet i darent leave him in fear for him
how will he react if i let him down.

but even i have a line love does not cross
to tell me to kill myself, he doesnt see
he doesnt have to suggest such a thing
when his words have finally, already killed me.

i dont know god what you were playing at
but im tired of you testing me as you do
maybe you think i dont deserve anyone better
but my thoughts are, that i do.

some day i am going to die
prepare yourself lord for when that day comes
cause iv more then a bone or two to pick with you
for why you choose me to be the blasted cursed one.

When I met you my eyes were dry,
Now all that I want to do is cry.
You took my heart and broke it in two,
I only wanted to be with you.
I was always happy when I was with you,
I thought that you were happy too.
But I guess that it wasn't meant to be,
So I’ll stop dreaming of you being with me.
Now I lay in my bed and cry,
Hoping that someday my eyes will dry.

Walk me from this house of love
destitution
Gonna find me a girl for some warm
restitution
You know its open and wide
where oceans divide
I got friends along the highway side.

My life arrived today
Four cardboard boxes
Battered by sadness
Torn with heartache
Stained with spilt emotions
And tied with sorrow
They had travelled this land
Nearly as far as I
And seen so much more
Than most hearts could bear
They looked as if grief
Was not a choice
But always mandatory
I cut the string
Hope opened the covers
They were empty
Except for a small
Piece of notepaper
That was as desolate
As I

"Lonely"is a word I can't explain
'though I searched its meaning in my brain,
I know the feeling - I know the pain
But the actual meaning I can't obtain.

I know the symptoms very well,
I know the day when I befell
The gnawing cravings which caused this hell,
It drains me more than I can tell.

Could another person cure this ail?
I often wonder - to no avail.
The love that's lost - could I impale
A new emotion without fail?

Because of years - I'm insecure,
Should I act bold or be demure?
Will she accept my meant allure
Or is my age just too mature.

Love that's lost may ne'er be found,
A new affair may not be sound,
Is she truly to be crowned,
Or did I catch her on rebound?

Lonely are the many days
I reminisce the lovely ways
With one departed - who is to say,
In my life - there is no replay.

I am the mess of clouds form in your wake,
I am the laughter, you mistake.
Such vibrant colors behold a life forsaken to make.
All in front, in a flash.
Hands quivering, lips trembling, eyes like waterfalls.
A loss is so lost, soul shattered.
Broken and falls lifeless.
Upon the cracked ruby walls.
I am the voice spoken within the halls.
Eyes filled with nothing more but a hollowed shell.
Encased with memories, is that the sound of bones breaking.
Or a heart quaking, giving its last thump.
white roses becoming a darker shade.
The rotting, wilting ashes.
Of a foundation crumbling, here and gone.
I dream at long last of life misunderstood.
Decaying to time.
The vast open range, to be reborn upon an endless cycle.
Bittersweet and true a life forgotten.
Making, taking, breaking, forsaking, A form of Waking.
A fragile heart shattered in two.
Death shall consume.
A woe of utter despair, in the air.
I held all I hold dear.
To lose it all, within a reality dreamlike shape.
Fear over a dream, only nightmares to appear.
Such is fate, left my heart to break.

I hope to survive the pain from my latest traumatic moment in life
being told "I'm not in love with you anymore" cut deeper than any knife
Immediately after she uttered those words my world turned pitch Black
when I reluctantly handed her my heart I never wanted it given back

Every day heartrending sadness inside doesn't let me forget she's gone
I still spend nights on my porch swing drowning in sorrow until dawn
On me the mentally and emotionally abusive relationship took a huge toll
I'm convinced nothing or no-one can revive my irreparably shattered soul

Treating women too good is absolutely conducive to them becoming an Ex
their is NO remedy to keep relationships from turning into train wrecks
Much sooner than later I need the amount of missing us to reach none
some mornings my tear-stained pillow proves dreams of her aren't done

I still badly miss and love the woman who was so vile to me
some stem's from returning to being alone where I hate to be
"THIS HURT WON'T HEAL" which can impede moving ahead
the overwhelming ache will be affecting my heart right up to dead

Confusion of Hearts


The rainbow day starts with the rising of the sun,
As the early morning sunlight creek´s through the blinds,
The first sun beams of a new day,glancing across her rested face,
It´s warmth stretching it´s golden beams of light over our bodies.
 
I lay next to her watching her sleep, wondering how could I be so lucky,
I was not looking for her beauty,she just appeared as if I were in a dream,
From the first moment I met her, she radiated light and warmth into my life,
Energizing me, making me remember life´s twists of fate.
 
As the day´s progressed,i tried to deny my feelings for her, locking them away,
It seemed as if the more I fought with myself,denied my feelings the stronger they became,
Day after day,month after month fighting,my own fear of rejection and pain,
Denying myself possible happiness, trying to do the right thing for the Angel of Light.
 
When she walks into the room, it is as if someone has stolen all the air in the room,
As she smiles, it is like a blinding light which infects you with joy,
The soft tone of her voice when she speaks, makes my heart skip,jump and sing,
As each day I learn more and more about her, I lose the battle with my emotions.
 
As we talk looking into each others eye´s, the feelings of passion for her overwhelm me,
She looks,talks and smiles, then I observe a nervous reaction written all over her face and eyes,
Now turning nervously away,so as not to let me see the emotions,she is desperate to hide,
Her eyes can no longer hide what she wants them to and it shines through like a bolt of lightening.
 
I nervously wait each day for you to again appear in my life,each day as the very first we met,
Hoping for a few words,a smile or warmth of her eyes to gaze inside of me,
Constantly hoping she will see deep within my soul and set my love free,
That she sees what I feel and how I feel it is real and pure.
 
I still try to deny to myself what I feel for her, what I see beating inside of her,
Each moment these feelings bringing me simultaneously misery,pain, happiness and joy,
Living each waking moment, each day with it all locked agonizingly away, hidden from view,
Denying all that I am,all that I had hoped,felt and dreamed of, slipping into the abyss.
 
For my enemy was time, I had lived more sands of time,
My experience of what had been and what could have been no longer helping direction,
For the age of my years has beaten me down, I now surrender to fate,
The lack of seeing it and feeling it were my enemy bringing me to my knees,
Now I see it and the darkness of the abyss wins through and swallows me, heart and soul, it is full ended, done!

I wandered through many open gates
trod a delicate worn path

I Stood alone
I looked out to sea

sadly

there's nothing there for me

Some heartfelt cries from deep within
would bring me to a sigh
My soul was weary

Deep love is just a lie

It brings forth the wrentching ache
No love here to save
Just tears sliding through my heart

To lay upon a watery grave

What level can be put
what measure of the mind

I'm lost again

Its me I cannot find

Your view of me has gone
I look and that is true...

Woe! of Love
is only for the few

It rests within our souls
For wandering times may crawl
Your name upon my breath

I am mute to even call

When sensed

Its how we spend our time.....

I came across you,
and wavered in lieu

Of seconds of the days go by

So, I was in wait of you
It was all a painful lie

There is no blame to cast out
no ragged souls to reel in
Just empty space of time

There is no place for sin

As dawn to moonlight
an opposite love
which took its lonely toll

Here now I stand
against the wind

Just a silent naked soul

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I Like you for who you are
Not for what you can be
Likening you is the best thing ever happened to me
With you my world is at peace just because you like me
And not for what I can be