Last Commented Lost Love Poems (2,650)

“I'm not worth having anyway”
I have to disagree
I think you meant that
we were not worth it, to you
or that something else was worth more
don't tell me you were
escaping your pain
(worth much more than mine)
depression is impossible
for those who lack feelings
emptiness and lust
are not emotions
and to selfish victims
everything is worth more
than friendship, than love
they are worth having
nothing is worth having
I don't believe you were
escaping pain
you made it form
another human being
to let it live and say
there, I have have gotten rid of you
now I realize you were worth having
but you're gone
everything worth having is gone

your friend, your love, is gone

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Reaching beyond the miles
In search of something more than smiles
To find a connection
More than words can express
Something unwritten
Far from a feeling, a knowing

Taking an online spark into reality
Is what we all seek
But geography builds a barrier
We each choose not to break
So left in our corner we weep
For a love we desperately desire

Too weak in fear of pain
Our hearts are left in the mire
Of our own creation

A Voices Call

I sit and wait that hour each day
When we talked and say the things we say
Again I sit and look at the phone
My love has gone
Has left me alone

Do you know I am here
Waiting for your voice to hear
My Love is strong, did not disappear
Your Love confused but I did not hear
I wonder, do you conflict feel

Have you phone in hand or missed me have
Do you fight each day to call me not
You love me I know but live with fear
Self doubt the problem in this now and here
I wish your heart would hear, then wipe away the tears

I guess the truth we will never know
You know my love i did show

Flee from the change that cripples your spirit.
Embrace the change that inspires your heart.
Hold dearly to your precious memorys ,to endure through the times that are dark.
And if you left thinking all is great, and good times are yours to the end.
You should be aware, and fully prepared,
Because change comes on like the wind.

The things I miss is in the morning is someone to cuddle up with, give them a morning kiss, with a big bear hug, and to let her know how much I love her. No better way to start the day. When I come home and share a special dinner with that someone special and talk about how are day was, and to share the special things that happened. Watching a movie or show cuddled up in each other's arms and enjoying being together, and telling her I love her. Going to bed cuddle together, gazing into each other's eyes as we begin to drift off to sleep. Saying I love you, with a hug and a kiss. Dream of each other.

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So vividly I recall love's song she sang
The gentle humming of the surf to my soul
The majestic waves washing o're me gently
Filling my heart with an ecstasy unbeknownst
Sorrowfully now tis certain love's song is ended
Disintegrated as surely as the rock to sand
The once busily babbling waters
Rushing swiflty down the stream
Now merely a gaping dusty hole
reminding me of a love that can never be
That same old melody, haunting me taunting
Echoing over and over again through my mind
As I sink deeper and deeper into the abyss
I in a futile attmept
At some sort of recognizance
Succumb to the only reminders of love lost
The hollowness in my heart
And the heady scent of lilac after a rain.

Things i did to get over you when you didn't choose me.

Move out from the city. I moved out from the city away from everything that could possibly remind me of you, me and "us".

Look for a carer. I search for jobs that will fill my pocket to have what I want because all I thought that could made me happy. Filled my time working so that I will not have time to think about you, me and "us".

Find something new. I no longer need to hear your voice for good morning and good night. I found pills that replace you in making me sleep and wake me up when its over. I dont need you. Because I cant have you, me, and "us".

Refuse to talk. I refuse to talk about you because it means I remember you, I think of you. And I miss you, me, and "us".

Start writing. Writing the feelings that are hanging. Then eventually I get sick and tired of writing and re reading things only about you, me, and "us".

Knowing and meeting. I came up to the idea and played the scene of knowing, meeting and falling in love again. But I found myself imitating and wanting only like you, me and "us".

STOP CRYING! STOP LONGING! STOP MISSING! you and "us".

Let go! I learn to let go. Fall out of love with the idea of "US". And I found myself happy with it. No more you, me and "us".

Pray and forgive. The best thing I know and the only thing I can for you and me.

Accept. I learn to accept and embrace the fact that what we have has an end. That -
YOU are chosen to serve God.
I was made to be loved.
And "US" will be happy in separate ways.

Rebuild. I start to rebuild myself. I stand with my own shoes stronger and better.

Love. I fall in love with myself until finally someone loved me. Fill the space you empty and made me whole again.

Betrayest thou with a kiss?
You offering me subtle approval
with a hiss?
Ah the cold winter snow dancing upon
your face I hear your breath panting
in a passionate pace

You came to me for no apparent reason
in the summer season
yet, you seemed preoccupied
with drama you chose to hide.

I saw a fair maiden rather tattered and torn
She had a lovely form but a bit forlorn
and for a moment we bonded with a similar hardship
and regret and its now quite hard to forget

Suddenly without a cause you shut me out
and locked your door and denied me a chance
to offer love you could have endured

You told me briefly of your story of being nothing
but a crack whore but I saw something that you could
have been better and more.

Yet, apparently you saw there was no real hope for a lost woman
on dope. So, you chose to shut out the love that could have helped
you to cope

Yes, you are free to choose to believe what you think is right
yet, do consider your current plight.
Nobody can offer healing to those who have no feeling.

Nevertheless a lesson learned for now I know how someone
else who offered me a better way to see and in my arrogance
I pushed her away as you did to me.

Always consider the greatest regret is when love comes our way
don't shut it out because it may not ever come back another day

In the end one has to consider who betrayed who
How often do we hurt ourselves with denial of love
when a quick fix with a vial fits so much better like a glove?

At least with a fix you know what to expect
with people nobody is perfect and you don't know
what you're going to get !!

Go" whilst you can
whilst i can still let you
dont confuse my urge to keep you
as anything, other then s*xual.

i know what your thinking
your asuming your the one
well my beautifull lover
let me tell you, you are wrong.

your sweet for what you have given me
you have given me more then i deserve
but i can only desire & never love you
ill use you and you, il hurt.

go" my beautifull lover
before i take you upstairs
before i demand you live me
before i rip off your shirt.

im trying to do right, so let me
to use you is a sin
i can never give to you my heart
what iv not got, i cant give.

dont look at me with those sad eyes
i did tell you from the start
not to fall in love cause i cannot
whilst another owns my heart.

go my beautifull lover, go...
not me but my body will miss you so.

Words with wings, shake your soul
Memories cluster, to once your goal
As time moves on, changes occur
Into the past, you filed him or her

Now to the fore front, of thoughts
Of smiles-and-pain, once brought
Life is a mixed variety of events
Outcome unique, in how spent

So when past, collides with now
Choice is ours, to accept or row
Outcome depends upon our choice
Do we stay silent, or use our voice.