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MEMORIES SOMEWHERE
The wind plays against my skin and
a distant memory touches something deep
inside;
Your scent upon my skin
Memories somewhere;
Rage like a ship lost, as night settles around me
Lay down for sweet slumber, your heart beckons
Memories somewhere;
Taste of passion, candles flicker lost shadows
A balance of pleasure and forbade
Warmth inside me, turbulent
Echoes of breathe and quite cries
Memories somewhere;
I search beneath the veil
Lost unto me
Where is it; that time holds us
A babe in a house of wolves, our worlds apart
Memories somewhere
I taste, and call unto you
Labyrinth
Touches my very depth, still into the unknown
One night destiny gives me
Morning takes
Memories somewhere;
My love.....
a distant memory touches something deep
inside;
Your scent upon my skin
Memories somewhere;
Rage like a ship lost, as night settles around me
Lay down for sweet slumber, your heart beckons
Memories somewhere;
Taste of passion, candles flicker lost shadows
A balance of pleasure and forbade
Warmth inside me, turbulent
Echoes of breathe and quite cries
Memories somewhere;
I search beneath the veil
Lost unto me
Where is it; that time holds us
A babe in a house of wolves, our worlds apart
Memories somewhere
I taste, and call unto you
Labyrinth
Touches my very depth, still into the unknown
One night destiny gives me
Morning takes
Memories somewhere;
My love.....
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Posted: Aug 2014
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danger unseen
Dark ocean
Silently erie silence
The sway of the moored bouy
Shackeld it dare not move
The motion of the currents
the push of the waves
Press hard
To the iron man made skin
In side empty
For the light within
Back and forth
The light beams its light
The sway of the bell
Marks the danger within
The crash of the near rocks the oceans roer
The tips barely seen
For they hide danger
To the wary
For man or boat
That enters its crasing teeth
For he who enters
The bell tolls it deathly ring
Silently erie silence
The sway of the moored bouy
Shackeld it dare not move
The motion of the currents
the push of the waves
Press hard
To the iron man made skin
In side empty
For the light within
Back and forth
The light beams its light
The sway of the bell
Marks the danger within
The crash of the near rocks the oceans roer
The tips barely seen
For they hide danger
To the wary
For man or boat
That enters its crasing teeth
For he who enters
The bell tolls it deathly ring
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Posted: Aug 2014
Post CommentStars beneath my feet.
I have walked on the stars of the streets of Hollywood
For so many years I had fun sun and had tears
a disgusting environment Hollywood has become
would the star on the side walk survive the days
or would the farthest west be the first ones to pay
Politicians that say they love but plow us in the ground
lie and cheat and all the time eating the food that is mine
our children go hungry our live turn to spoil and yet we toil
While they sit and watch in splendor how they did render
The world at their feet even people that they can eat
My fist thoughts are why but you know as well as I
You see the world on your door step now and you know how
Our media will shock you if you just keep it on
Don’t shut the world out see what happening in your yard
Stand up high with an iron fist in the sky while you can and say
WITHOUT LIBERTY I CAN’T KEEP MY WAY OF LIFE LET ME BE
For so many years I had fun sun and had tears
a disgusting environment Hollywood has become
would the star on the side walk survive the days
or would the farthest west be the first ones to pay
Politicians that say they love but plow us in the ground
lie and cheat and all the time eating the food that is mine
our children go hungry our live turn to spoil and yet we toil
While they sit and watch in splendor how they did render
The world at their feet even people that they can eat
My fist thoughts are why but you know as well as I
You see the world on your door step now and you know how
Our media will shock you if you just keep it on
Don’t shut the world out see what happening in your yard
Stand up high with an iron fist in the sky while you can and say
WITHOUT LIBERTY I CAN’T KEEP MY WAY OF LIFE LET ME BE
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Posted: Mar 2015
About this poem:
Walking at 2 in the morning got these thoughts of Hollywood. Don't miss it because I know what the retro Hollywood was and that's what I miss.
Teaching you a lesson
teaching you a lesson will be my confession your true colors that i see not so bright with your twisted words that just ain't right excessiveness on which you feed a lesion in life is what you need puling your cards ill' be coming down on you heard sure as the sun sets in the east upon those words for which you preach ill' feed your practice to the beast
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Posted: Mar 2015
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The Walk
So I threw it all away no good to me and I ran as fast as I could but I was right there behind me I was so sick and afraid of the light I closed my eyes again and I kept running but it didn’t matter where or how fast I was falling into the intense heat and I saw them meaningless heartless coming for us we were using it all up just a sickness they knew and wanted us gone they wanted it all so I died and it was OK floating peaceful darkness no feeling of myself feeling nothing and not feeling myself not feeling afraid and I was dead and dreaming dead then I was alive and when they asked why I did not have the answer I opened my eyes but I didn’t want to not want the infinite peaceful darkness the endless empty nothing no pain hunger happiness hope taste touch love words thoughts dreams no fear the walk becomes time and nothing and everything again
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Posted: Jan 2015
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The only thing I don't carry is the scythe
"I'll send icy cold through to your bone."
"What's that you say,
you don't like my tone?"
"It's Winter now, the time of chill,
freezing weather that helps me kill"
"You'll feel the full force of my breath,
and my only aim is your death"
"So wrap up warm, as I like a fight,
if I don't get you now,
wait till the night"
"My constant force will take its toll,
and come the morn, I will have your soul"
"I'll persevere and never abate,
I need your demise to fully sate"
"Evil resides deep in my heart,
you knew you'd lose right from the start"
"Come Spring my attitude will change,
I'll be warmer then, it will feel strange,
At that time it's life I'll bring,
but right now, that's not my thing"
"Hand in hand with 'Death' I walk
so enough, enough, of this talk."
"You can't escape me any more,
I'll even creep under your door,
lock me out, not a chance,
watch the curtains, as they dance"
"On my shoulders I bring disease,
and spread it about as I please.
So final words from you my friend,
as I have decided,
this is your end."
"What's that you say,
you don't like my tone?"
"It's Winter now, the time of chill,
freezing weather that helps me kill"
"You'll feel the full force of my breath,
and my only aim is your death"
"So wrap up warm, as I like a fight,
if I don't get you now,
wait till the night"
"My constant force will take its toll,
and come the morn, I will have your soul"
"I'll persevere and never abate,
I need your demise to fully sate"
"Evil resides deep in my heart,
you knew you'd lose right from the start"
"Come Spring my attitude will change,
I'll be warmer then, it will feel strange,
At that time it's life I'll bring,
but right now, that's not my thing"
"Hand in hand with 'Death' I walk
so enough, enough, of this talk."
"You can't escape me any more,
I'll even creep under your door,
lock me out, not a chance,
watch the curtains, as they dance"
"On my shoulders I bring disease,
and spread it about as I please.
So final words from you my friend,
as I have decided,
this is your end."
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Posted: Feb 2015
About this poem:
A poem about the cold deathly wind of WinterPerfect Paths
Alone on my perfect paths I sit
observe with clarity the multi-senses around me
wait for prey
Now the wind is my friend
stretching my paths
I watch them resonate
through one of my eyes
It's not yet time to move
sit silent and still
Restless not I
my enduring patience
hunger I feel, more
desire the freedom of
being triggered
to perfectly run
on my perfect paths.
This makes their blood chill
They flutter in my eye-grid
as I nimbly relocate,
seldom am I seen in my logical arrival.
If nothing has disturbed my paths
my work is already half done.
Trapped and tangled
menace alone can kill
All that remains is one sharp prick
finer than a spider's web
and that which once buzzed
and whet my appetite
I wrap in the finest of silk
for none visit me apart from
my perfect guests
entering my home along my perfect paths
Foul weak buzzing foolishness
albeit with sweet tasting juices
Ignorant careless wrecker of perfect paths
lie now still in your silken dinner-jacket
All that remains is one sharp prick
finer than a spider's web
and the buzzing one is gone.
To whet my appetite
I spin the finest of silk
for none visit me apart from
my perfect guests
entering my home along my perfect paths
observe with clarity the multi-senses around me
wait for prey
Now the wind is my friend
stretching my paths
I watch them resonate
through one of my eyes
It's not yet time to move
sit silent and still
Restless not I
my enduring patience
hunger I feel, more
desire the freedom of
being triggered
to perfectly run
on my perfect paths.
This makes their blood chill
They flutter in my eye-grid
as I nimbly relocate,
seldom am I seen in my logical arrival.
If nothing has disturbed my paths
my work is already half done.
Trapped and tangled
menace alone can kill
All that remains is one sharp prick
finer than a spider's web
and that which once buzzed
and whet my appetite
I wrap in the finest of silk
for none visit me apart from
my perfect guests
entering my home along my perfect paths
Foul weak buzzing foolishness
albeit with sweet tasting juices
Ignorant careless wrecker of perfect paths
lie now still in your silken dinner-jacket
All that remains is one sharp prick
finer than a spider's web
and the buzzing one is gone.
To whet my appetite
I spin the finest of silk
for none visit me apart from
my perfect guests
entering my home along my perfect paths
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Posted: Dec 2014
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"DAEMON 3 ~ TRANSCENDENCE" 1/18/2013
FULFILLING THE DEVILS WISH, REVEALING THE DARKEST WITCH
AWAITING ETERNAL TRANSCENDENCE, DEEPENING FROM THE CORE OF RELIGION
SPEAKING N ANCIENT RHYME, MAGIC FLOWS UPON DARKEST NIGHTS
INCANTATIONS INVOKING DEMONS, EVIL AWAKENS FROM NOCTURNAL SLUMBERS
PREYING UPON THE LIFEFORCE, BURIED BENEATH THE WOMB
THRILL 4 THE KILL, TWISTED FROM SCORN, THROUGH THE FORLORN THAT SHEDS IT'S TRUTHS
CREATURES UNLEASHED FROM DOMAINS OF HADES, BLACK BY THE DEPTHS OF SIN
CONVERTING SOULS 4 THE FINAL COST, THE DAMNED & LOST, FROM SLUMBERS DORMANT
TURN THE KEY 2 DREAMS, BLEEDING UNDER THE SEVENTH VEIL
UNLEASH THE SWORD OF FLAME, & OPEN UP 2 AN UNHOLY DEAL
BLACK ARTS ENTOMB THE FLESH, A SACRIFICE THROUGH DARK ASCENSION
POWERS R BRED DEEP WITHIN THE DEPTHS AS SATAN REIGNS N TORMENT
IT'S TIME 2 BURN N THE PITS OF HELL
N SERVICE 2 EVIL, PLEDGING VOWS OF SUFFERING
c*m 2 THE HORROR, WHERE THE SHADOWS EXIST & THE DAEMON DWELLS
& INDULGE N SWEET & BITTER CHAOS 4 DARK AWAKENINGS
SENT 2 THE PIT
DOWN N THE DEPTHS
DAWNING OF SIN
SHADOWS CREPT
HUMANITY WEEPS
FILLING THE DEEP
ABSTRACT DAMNATION
DEMON UNLEASHED
ABOMINATIONS ARISE, FROM THE VERY DEPTHS OF EVIL THAT LIES BURIED, BENEATH & WITHIN
DARKNESS AWAITS AN ULTIMATE PRICE, A PRICE SO WICKED FROM DESPAIR & BRUTALITY
WELCUM UN2 THE TWILIGHT REALMS OF FLAME & SHADOW, WHERE EVIL MASTERS AWAIT FROM WITHIN
SPAT ON N THE SINISTER VOID, WHERE SH*T & FILTH EXISTS, WITH TRUTHS OF OBLIVIOUS BLASPHEMY
BURIED N THE EARTH
BENEATH THE CRUST
WHERE THE EVIL FEASTS
WITH A DEMONS LUST
FORGOTTEN LIVES
OBSESSED BY THE POSSESSED
EMBRACED UPON A BLACK NIGHT
THROUGH VISIONS SOWN UPON THE PATHWAY OF DEATH
ABOMINATION ARISE, FROM THE VERY DEPTHS OF EVIL THAT LIES UNEARTHED, BENEATH & WITHIN
DARKNESS AWAITS ON UNHOLY NIGHTS, BLASPHEMING THE LIGHT, THROUGH DARKEST SPELLS OF FEAR BESTOWED
WELCUM UN2 TWILIT REALMS OF DOMAINS WITH LEGIONS OF DEMONS, WHERE EVIL IS SHAT DEEP N SIN
SPAT ON N THE SINISTER VOID, WHERE SH*T & FILTH EXISTS, ORDAINED BY GOD N SERVICE OF LOST SOULS
HOWLING AT NIGHTLY SKIES, LIKE WOLVES HOWLING AT THE MOON
BEARING PASSIONS OF DECEIT & LIES, UNEARTHED FROM A SARCOPHAGUS RESTING BENEATH IT'S TOMB
DAEMONS, THOSE SPAWNS BREEDS DEATH, WITHIN LEGIONS OF HELL
DEMONS OF INFERNAL WISDOM RISE FROM THE BURNING WELL
KILLING THE ONES BEARING LIFE, FREE THEMSELVES FROM THE REALM OF NIGHT
VANQUISHING ALL WHO LOVES THE LIGHT, REBORN OF DEMON WHEN THEY DIE
YOU'VE TURNED THE SEVENTH KEY, & YOU'VE BLED BENEATH THE VEIL
4 U HAD BEEN KILLED WITHIN ALL THAT'S BEEN BORN OF DECEIT
BUT, WAS UR LIFE TRULY FREE, WHILE U BURNED WITHIN UR DEEP, DARK DREAMS?
4, U HAVE BEEN BRED FROM THE SIN, BY THE VERY DEMONS YOU'VE UNLEASHED
DAEMON, ARISE FROM THE BLACKEST WELL CALLED HELL
DAEMON, c*m BREED FROM THE VERY DECEPTION WHICH BREATHES OBSESSION
DAEMON, UNLEASH THOSE DEMON WHOR*S FROM THE DOOR 2 HELL, FROM WHERE DARKNESS DWELLS
DAEMON, DEMON REBORN, THROUGH FORLORN OF AN ASCENSION FULFILLING POSSESSION
AWAITING ETERNAL TRANSCENDENCE, DEEPENING FROM THE CORE OF RELIGION
SPEAKING N ANCIENT RHYME, MAGIC FLOWS UPON DARKEST NIGHTS
INCANTATIONS INVOKING DEMONS, EVIL AWAKENS FROM NOCTURNAL SLUMBERS
PREYING UPON THE LIFEFORCE, BURIED BENEATH THE WOMB
THRILL 4 THE KILL, TWISTED FROM SCORN, THROUGH THE FORLORN THAT SHEDS IT'S TRUTHS
CREATURES UNLEASHED FROM DOMAINS OF HADES, BLACK BY THE DEPTHS OF SIN
CONVERTING SOULS 4 THE FINAL COST, THE DAMNED & LOST, FROM SLUMBERS DORMANT
TURN THE KEY 2 DREAMS, BLEEDING UNDER THE SEVENTH VEIL
UNLEASH THE SWORD OF FLAME, & OPEN UP 2 AN UNHOLY DEAL
BLACK ARTS ENTOMB THE FLESH, A SACRIFICE THROUGH DARK ASCENSION
POWERS R BRED DEEP WITHIN THE DEPTHS AS SATAN REIGNS N TORMENT
IT'S TIME 2 BURN N THE PITS OF HELL
N SERVICE 2 EVIL, PLEDGING VOWS OF SUFFERING
c*m 2 THE HORROR, WHERE THE SHADOWS EXIST & THE DAEMON DWELLS
& INDULGE N SWEET & BITTER CHAOS 4 DARK AWAKENINGS
SENT 2 THE PIT
DOWN N THE DEPTHS
DAWNING OF SIN
SHADOWS CREPT
HUMANITY WEEPS
FILLING THE DEEP
ABSTRACT DAMNATION
DEMON UNLEASHED
ABOMINATIONS ARISE, FROM THE VERY DEPTHS OF EVIL THAT LIES BURIED, BENEATH & WITHIN
DARKNESS AWAITS AN ULTIMATE PRICE, A PRICE SO WICKED FROM DESPAIR & BRUTALITY
WELCUM UN2 THE TWILIGHT REALMS OF FLAME & SHADOW, WHERE EVIL MASTERS AWAIT FROM WITHIN
SPAT ON N THE SINISTER VOID, WHERE SH*T & FILTH EXISTS, WITH TRUTHS OF OBLIVIOUS BLASPHEMY
BURIED N THE EARTH
BENEATH THE CRUST
WHERE THE EVIL FEASTS
WITH A DEMONS LUST
FORGOTTEN LIVES
OBSESSED BY THE POSSESSED
EMBRACED UPON A BLACK NIGHT
THROUGH VISIONS SOWN UPON THE PATHWAY OF DEATH
ABOMINATION ARISE, FROM THE VERY DEPTHS OF EVIL THAT LIES UNEARTHED, BENEATH & WITHIN
DARKNESS AWAITS ON UNHOLY NIGHTS, BLASPHEMING THE LIGHT, THROUGH DARKEST SPELLS OF FEAR BESTOWED
WELCUM UN2 TWILIT REALMS OF DOMAINS WITH LEGIONS OF DEMONS, WHERE EVIL IS SHAT DEEP N SIN
SPAT ON N THE SINISTER VOID, WHERE SH*T & FILTH EXISTS, ORDAINED BY GOD N SERVICE OF LOST SOULS
HOWLING AT NIGHTLY SKIES, LIKE WOLVES HOWLING AT THE MOON
BEARING PASSIONS OF DECEIT & LIES, UNEARTHED FROM A SARCOPHAGUS RESTING BENEATH IT'S TOMB
DAEMONS, THOSE SPAWNS BREEDS DEATH, WITHIN LEGIONS OF HELL
DEMONS OF INFERNAL WISDOM RISE FROM THE BURNING WELL
KILLING THE ONES BEARING LIFE, FREE THEMSELVES FROM THE REALM OF NIGHT
VANQUISHING ALL WHO LOVES THE LIGHT, REBORN OF DEMON WHEN THEY DIE
YOU'VE TURNED THE SEVENTH KEY, & YOU'VE BLED BENEATH THE VEIL
4 U HAD BEEN KILLED WITHIN ALL THAT'S BEEN BORN OF DECEIT
BUT, WAS UR LIFE TRULY FREE, WHILE U BURNED WITHIN UR DEEP, DARK DREAMS?
4, U HAVE BEEN BRED FROM THE SIN, BY THE VERY DEMONS YOU'VE UNLEASHED
DAEMON, ARISE FROM THE BLACKEST WELL CALLED HELL
DAEMON, c*m BREED FROM THE VERY DECEPTION WHICH BREATHES OBSESSION
DAEMON, UNLEASH THOSE DEMON WHOR*S FROM THE DOOR 2 HELL, FROM WHERE DARKNESS DWELLS
DAEMON, DEMON REBORN, THROUGH FORLORN OF AN ASCENSION FULFILLING POSSESSION
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Posted: Jan 2015
About this poem:
THIS SONG WAS REAL DIFFICULT POSTING IT HERE, IM ONLY ALLOUD TO HAVE 3000 CHARACTERS AND IT HAD 3261 CHARACTERS, SO I HAD TO PUT NUMBERS WHERE THE "TO & FOR" WAS AND THE "IN" I HAD TO DROP THE "I" ERASE ALL THE PERIODS AND PUT "&" WHERE THE "AND" WAS. PLUS I SHORTENED 2 OR 3 SENTENCES, THAT PPL WOULD STILL KNOW WHAT I SAID, AND WOULD STILL MAKE SINCE... TRIED TO POST THIS ONE BEFORE, CAUSE I POSTED DAEMON 1 & DAEMON 2 ON HERE... BUT NOW, I WAS ACTUALLY ABLE TO POST IT...DAEMON 3~TRANSCENDENCE WILL NOT BE ON THE ALBUM TITLED ~ DAEMON, LIKE PARTS 1 & 2 IS. BUT, DAEMON 3, WILL BE ON THE ALBUM TITLED
"THE ESSENCE OF THE WAKING EVIL"
HOPE U ALL LIKE IT. ITS JUST AS DARK AND EVIL AS MOST OF THE OTHERS I POSTED...
Razão & Emoção
Tento me conter, para não mais fazer
tais ações, que me façam arrepender...
pois há duas medidas,que lutam pela minha vida,
eu tento entender....
A razão do ser, a emoção do viver
que me faz escolher ,ser ou não ser a questão
vem de você...
A razão e emoção,por uma mesma objeção
não fique em cima do muro,escolha sua opção,
razão e emoção,mas prefira a razão pois vem do coração
não seja tolo meu irmão , a emoção não tem razão seja
esperto então,oh
A razão do ser a emoção do viver que nos faz escolher ser ou não ser
a questão vem de você oh
Razão e emoção ,entram em confusão, pense duas vezes antes
para não chorar então,escolha sua razão que vem do coração
tome sua decisão ,não escolha a emoção ,que muitas vezes
nos levam a difíceis correções...
A razão do ser,a emoção do viver,ser ou não ser a questão vem de vc...
tais ações, que me façam arrepender...
pois há duas medidas,que lutam pela minha vida,
eu tento entender....
A razão do ser, a emoção do viver
que me faz escolher ,ser ou não ser a questão
vem de você...
A razão e emoção,por uma mesma objeção
não fique em cima do muro,escolha sua opção,
razão e emoção,mas prefira a razão pois vem do coração
não seja tolo meu irmão , a emoção não tem razão seja
esperto então,oh
A razão do ser a emoção do viver que nos faz escolher ser ou não ser
a questão vem de você oh
Razão e emoção ,entram em confusão, pense duas vezes antes
para não chorar então,escolha sua razão que vem do coração
tome sua decisão ,não escolha a emoção ,que muitas vezes
nos levam a difíceis correções...
A razão do ser,a emoção do viver,ser ou não ser a questão vem de vc...
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Posted: Jun 2015
About this poem:
reason and emotionrazão e emoção
SELF DESTRUCTION
I do not belong here
I do not love here
The darkness is where I want to go
I want to be less than spirit
I want to be dead so I can be
emotIonless
And not feel a thIng
But I'm alive and it's a curse
And I feel more than ever
I want to take a knife and
End It rIght now
End whatever I thought I could
take
End whatever I thought I could
bear wIth
But no
I do not belong here
I do not love here
Whenever I try to fly I always fall
I cannot even stand on my two
feet
I want to go back
I want to go back
I dont belIeve In magic anymore
I dont belIeve In happiness or joy
those things are just stories
fairytales dont exist
I never had a fairy godmother
but now It dosent matter
If I had a fairy godmother I would
wish to die
because the best I can do here Is
lie
lie and betray and lose everyone
agaIn and again and again
I do not belong here
I do not love here
my heart does not belong to
myself
nor my friends
nor my famIly
nor anyone
all my heart loves Is the Idea of
me being dead
If I were dead
my heart could finally rest
rest from all the damage I have
done to myself and to everyone
else
I am a disgrace to everyone
a nobody
a liar
I do not belong here
I cannot stop lying
I cannot stop betraying
I cannot stop being myself
why can't I just join the damned
why does everyone expect me to
get better
this Is my faIth
It Is my destIny
to dIe
and contInue dyIng
why do I lIve
I cannot lIve
I do not belong here
I do not love here
I lIe to everyone
Life lIes to me
Life tells me the world Is beautIful
and everyone supports and cares
for me
lIes
all lIes
Life tells me that I have hope that I
can change
I hate Life
Life has always lIed to me just as I
have always lIed to everyone
hurt me more
kIll me more
the more I dIe,
the better
I do not deserve what Is gIven to
me
I was gIven a good school
a happy famIly
amazIng frIends
and talents
and I went ahead and I betrayed
them all
I lIed and lIed
and dIed and dIed
and stIll I want to dIe more
paIn Is what satIsfIes me
darkness Is my favourIte place
people say darkness Is damnatIon
but for me, It Is salvatIon
because around me there are so
many successes
and I'm the one faIlure
the world goes around every year
wIth no faIl
the mother bIrd takes care of her
chIcks wIth ease
the fIre burns the wood wIth
delIght
the darkness creeps Into my soul,
the most beautIful sIght
I wIll trudge on
on the path beaten out for me
I know where I'm headed so
there's no use warnIng me
I have no company
except for the screams of the past
and the callIngs of the future
I will never learn
so I continue to walk
walk on and I have come to accept
all Life has to give to me
I do not belong here
I do not love here
I do not love here
The darkness is where I want to go
I want to be less than spirit
I want to be dead so I can be
emotIonless
And not feel a thIng
But I'm alive and it's a curse
And I feel more than ever
I want to take a knife and
End It rIght now
End whatever I thought I could
take
End whatever I thought I could
bear wIth
But no
I do not belong here
I do not love here
Whenever I try to fly I always fall
I cannot even stand on my two
feet
I want to go back
I want to go back
I dont belIeve In magic anymore
I dont belIeve In happiness or joy
those things are just stories
fairytales dont exist
I never had a fairy godmother
but now It dosent matter
If I had a fairy godmother I would
wish to die
because the best I can do here Is
lie
lie and betray and lose everyone
agaIn and again and again
I do not belong here
I do not love here
my heart does not belong to
myself
nor my friends
nor my famIly
nor anyone
all my heart loves Is the Idea of
me being dead
If I were dead
my heart could finally rest
rest from all the damage I have
done to myself and to everyone
else
I am a disgrace to everyone
a nobody
a liar
I do not belong here
I cannot stop lying
I cannot stop betraying
I cannot stop being myself
why can't I just join the damned
why does everyone expect me to
get better
this Is my faIth
It Is my destIny
to dIe
and contInue dyIng
why do I lIve
I cannot lIve
I do not belong here
I do not love here
I lIe to everyone
Life lIes to me
Life tells me the world Is beautIful
and everyone supports and cares
for me
lIes
all lIes
Life tells me that I have hope that I
can change
I hate Life
Life has always lIed to me just as I
have always lIed to everyone
hurt me more
kIll me more
the more I dIe,
the better
I do not deserve what Is gIven to
me
I was gIven a good school
a happy famIly
amazIng frIends
and talents
and I went ahead and I betrayed
them all
I lIed and lIed
and dIed and dIed
and stIll I want to dIe more
paIn Is what satIsfIes me
darkness Is my favourIte place
people say darkness Is damnatIon
but for me, It Is salvatIon
because around me there are so
many successes
and I'm the one faIlure
the world goes around every year
wIth no faIl
the mother bIrd takes care of her
chIcks wIth ease
the fIre burns the wood wIth
delIght
the darkness creeps Into my soul,
the most beautIful sIght
I wIll trudge on
on the path beaten out for me
I know where I'm headed so
there's no use warnIng me
I have no company
except for the screams of the past
and the callIngs of the future
I will never learn
so I continue to walk
walk on and I have come to accept
all Life has to give to me
I do not belong here
I do not love here
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Posted: Jun 2015
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