Mixed Emotions

At last the big days are over and most visitors to Cape Town had started the long way home to the interior. My guests included.

Suddenly my house is my own again…applause and empty!sigh

And I’m all confused.confused

I don’t know what I really want. I could not wait for all to arrive but after a while I wished them away again. Now that everybody has left I miss them.

On Monday I will start working again. I could not wait for the time to come and now that it has, I dread it. What is it that I really want?dunno
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Have a great day.
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Could it be that you want company tailor made? I would recommend a butler. They answer your door, they keep the house orderly AND if there is a murder... they are always prime suspect. grin
Hi Karina
Quite so.
And even our streets are quiet now.

Saw a piece of graffiti the other day which was promptly removed. It read: 'Welcome to Cape Town. Now go back home!'
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Hi Abagail.
Now you're talking. Why did I never think of that?dunno

Do you think one of the female variety will be as effective?laugh wine hug
Hi Karien
Born in Natal but grew up in Parow.

Die plek het agteruit gegaan vandat ek daar weg is!
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How can we help you get to a better place with those feelings Mr Catfoot ?
Hi nice.
Was not asking for advice; merely expressing my feelings; the question was rhetoric.moping
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That works , express away .
It always does.applause cheering
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Hi,Catfootwave

You didn't hide away?laugh Happy to meet your blog again.

I suppose since next Monday,your emotions will be converted smoothly.wine
Hi Phoenix
Yes my emotions is like the weather here in Cape Town where we can have all seasons in one day.laugh laugh
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Hang in there, on Monday you will go back to work after a long times sick leave, you told us in another blog. I am sure when you go back to work and meet people every day, you will again be happy to have your place alone when coming back from work... don't you think so too?hug teddybear hug
Hi Welela
Yes, it has been more than two years; most of it unpaid. I happy to go back but doing nothing for so long has made me lazy. laugh

Just going back for two months and then I will take an early retirement package.
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Hi Catfoot, I see it as I made my choices and I have to live with them. dunno

I'm back after spending 2,5 weeks with my family. I love them and enjoy spending time with them and I love living on my own and having peace and quiet. hug I do have my days when it's too quiet and they are too far away, but they are rare and if I wanted, I could go back and live there in the morning (mom would be delighted).

We all want different things and sometimes we have to make up our minds and either stick with it or change things. wave
Yes KN
I guess we cannot have our bread buttered on both sides.professor
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@ Cat...I'm inclined to agree with Abigail on this one...a butler might be the solution to your situation...round my place if there is a murder I usually blame the cat....rolling on the floor laughing
You are going back to work for only 2 months and then you will retire? Hmmm, sounds good to me. My cousin turned 62 last year and took out an early retirement, she help her daughter in law getting a coffee shop going today, so not much time off. My youngest brother turned 62 in December and took out an early retirement, I have not spoken to him yet, but I guess he is happy.I wish you good luck for 2 months of work, then things will go back to normal for you and you are back on track. Good Luck, my friend!teddybear hug teddybear
Catfoot, I know all about those mixed emotions and being confused. in time everything will be back to normal, and then there will probably be something else that will cause us all to have these feelings. but sure you will be fine in life. hope you are having a blessed day my friendcheers
Hi kitty
where I come from I get the blame if the cat got kittens.rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing
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wave Hi cat its called a rut----your in, dying to get out to jump into another rutgrin life is funny is it not or our feelings to it.
I like to think my life is a bundle of doors --- love to open them for new adventurespeace some of course I wanted to open they looked inviting BUT closed them quick because the inside was not what I expected. Still plenty more doors to kick open grin but staying in my rut for awhile longerpeace
wishing you well for Monday----what colour door is that?rolling on the floor laughing
Wel
yes
I really don't feel like working anymore and have other plans now
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Hi Wen
You have been a bit in short supply too. Been away for a few days?
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Hi Red
I'm not planning to open any doors for the next two months. I will just stand there until somebody asks me what I'm doing there.rolling on the floor laughing
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@Cat..... I would love to help you but I never have mixed emotions.
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Hi Red
dogs avoid my legs. I'm already marked.
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I think we all need quite time for ourselves and time for company -family or friends wave
Hi Danny,

Never mixed emotions

Then how would you feel to see your mother in law going over a cliff with your new uninsured car,
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Hi Cat handshake ,,, Come hell or high water I try and take one day at a time. Enjoy life its short. cheers
Eish Luke
At my age I should be taking it one hour at a time.rolling on the floor laughing
Hi Enigma
Yes, that is the pity when our loved ones is far away. a short while of quantity iso quality.
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Hi Angel
I fear you won't get rid of me that easily. My job description for the last two months of my career will allow me ample time.
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comfort Catfoot: Oh, Okay! um! Sorry dude! My Bad! Maybe i miss read your blog! Thinking that you were getting out of my life. Um! Friends or pretend to be friends, in front of the public? Ok! Lol. . .hug
Just pretending?
Oh me, oh my, oh my!doh
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