I dont know what to say
my mind rolling around
I think I need to pray
to many things going on in my life
Iam use to being a loving house wife
But no more since my husband passed away
it surely brings on a new life
as one might say
I still like to go fishing and
walking in the woods
Oh if I had a mate
to share theses things with
maybe it would make me happy
Iam sure it would if I could
I dont know what to say
the sky seems dimmer not Brighter
being of one and not two
Oh I feel like Iam missing
my other shoe
no more touch or feel
your heart seems to stand still
I dont know what to say
by charlotte 2011
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Posted: Nov 2011
About this poem:
this was written for our anv. it would of been 32 years nov. 1oth
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January 11, 1986 was the day I met you
We talked and laughed and shared our view
Of who we were and where we've been
And we spoke of how life could be good again
On January 26, 1986 you borrowed mom's car and off you went
To Stafford Springs as though you were sent
You called me up and asked me out
For coffee and just to ride about
Thats when our journey in life began
8 children one woman one man
There were good times and there were bad
Times of great laughter and times so sad
On June 10, 1995 we vowed to death do us part
And it was meant from the base of our heart
on Saturday morning June 3, 2010
Was the chosen day for your life to end
Your suffering is over your pain is past
You rest in peace at last at last
Someday I'll join you like in our plan
Then we'll be together forever AMEN
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Posted: Nov 2011
About this poem:
I wrote this poem when my husband passed away and it was read at his memorial
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Author: Unknown
When reaching into the depths of my soul-Be very careful!
From outside nothing is amiss, But curiosity unleashes an abyss
Winter is an unforgiving season, without a rhyme or a reason
A well of bitterness and pain, And nothing will ever be the same.
No trust to give, no love to tie, My whole life will just pass me by…
My only joys, Come from my boys,
Who will grow into men, And will be gone again…
I am not meant to be a model or a star
I have traveled a journey and the end too far.
The writer in me rejoices for my moronic choices
For the beatings makes for great readings
But They also make glaciers deep within my heart
The Ice Princess who didn't know how to start.
The freezing waters soothe my tortured soul
Numbs my pain, and makes me whole
The fight in me thrives, and burns in my eyes-
The lover in me dies but the warrior survives.
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Posted: Nov 2011
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Author: Unknown
I stop on this road, and take a good look around
And freedom cannot be found
I listen for the sounds of dying in the trees,
For even majesty must fall to its knees
Problems abound in this big and little town
I wonder why I stay around
Heartbreak times thrice
By the worst of the mice
And sometimes it would be nice
If my heart really was ice.
The silence is a double edged sword
And most times it cannot be ignored
Starts as a ringing then turns to a roar
Till my heart is in shreds and I can’t take anymore
Can’t escape this emptiness,
The nothingness-
This loneliness I can’t suppress,
It has gotten the best…
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Posted: Nov 2011
About this poem:
I was just going thru a hard time, and this is my release. I like to think I have a way with words. Hope you like it...
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Author: Unknown
I wil escape you
To a place far from here
No one will see me
Watch the pain as i disappear
i only have anger
im full of despair
Won't you just leave me
There's a room for me there
There innocent beauty
My words can't describe
Thier birth was a purity
Brings a sullen tear right to your eyes
Now i have anger
im full of despair
Please let me take you
'cause I'm already there
I'm so alone
My head's my home
I return to mental entropy
crime without reason is why children die
i've been through the system
That's bleeding stones until we die
So please let me take you
And I'll show you the truth
Inside my reality
I shared in youth
[CHORUS :]
I'm so alone
My head's my home
And I feel
So alone
You know
At last
I'll return to my entropy
Now that i've disaprepeared
To a stateu might fear
I really must go back
Close my eyes and they'll disappear
Won't they come to me
Salvation well share
Inside of my head now
There's a room for us there
[CHORUS :]
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Posted: Nov 2011
About this poem:
wow i have to get that out or it will eat me alive
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I blame myself
I hide my guilt by my cheerful demeanor
No one seems my sadness, no one sees the pain
No one feels my shame
I should of knew better, tried harder, protected you better.
Both of us abandoned by the one we love
I was going to raise you on my own
But my blood type wouldn't allow it to be so.
A mother is to suspose to protect her child
I should of known better
I've hated myself for so long now
for years I've dealt with this alone.
Losing you was the worse thing I've ever gone through
As unbearable as the pain and going through it alone was no comparison.
The guilt over the years has finally taken a toll,
it's been tearing me apart, slowly killing me.
Your in my heart to stay
I will never forget you
But to survive for us both, I've got to let the guilt go
I realize now it's not my fault
I know now what needs to be done
So my dear sweet child I'm going to let go
but my memory and love for you will always remain...
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Posted: Nov 2011
About this poem:
This is about my miscarriage 3years ago.
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The darkness falls
I sit and wait
Wait for the light
that will never reach mee
The spark of hope
to uplift me
I falter, won't you save me?
Another day come and gone
anthor night wasted.
I don't dare sleep
afraid of what will wake me.
Out of body, out of mind
I need to rest my weary mind
close my eyes.
If I do I'll be gone
never to come back.
I watch as you all look down.
I try to speak but no sound.
I try to touch you but I'm faded.
I'm gone, I can only watch, my hearts breaks
I'm dead and gone..
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Posted: Nov 2011
About this poem:
erm, I dunno, it just came out
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Free as I will ever be
I'm my own worst enemy
Stuck in my own prison
Held there by my own doom
Sealed by my own fate
I can't find a way out
All alone with my hate
No way in or out
No door or window
No way to breathe
No way to speak
No way to see
Why won't you help me?
No way to be
No way to dream
No way to hope
No way to have faith
Forever deemed to the darkness
I will be
No way to save me
why bother to try
I have no will that you will see
Don't judge me
You haven't seen
You haven't felt
You haven't feared
You aren't in my head
You can't read my thoughts
You can't hear my screams
You can't see my tears
Free as I will ever be
I'm my own worst enemy
Stuck in my own prison
Held there by my own doom
Sealed by my own fate
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Posted: Nov 2011
About this poem:
stuck
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Author: Unknown
I miss you today, even though I shouldn't
I can say it, even if you couldn't
The loneliness wandered in
And the feelings of inadequacy begin
My love is deep and my soul is true
And I am useless without you...
Why would God show me this beautiful love
If it was not blessed from up above?
The words echo-they cannot be unspoken
Two years later and I’m still broken
No trust to give and no love to live
The light I had was not mine to give
This light I had is no more
And darkened is my inner core…
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Posted: Nov 2011
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Author: Unknown
so long since i saw you
so long since i felt you
so long since you've been gone.
and i miss you.
more than you know.
so long since we talked
so long since we shared
so long since we touched
and i love you
more than you know.
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Posted: Nov 2011
About this poem:
this poem is for my Mom and my ex who both died this past 2 years. I miss them both this holiday season.
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