Being a time cop might be interesting. I would hate to make the mistake of knocking myself out of the gene pool. I would never be able to forgive myself.
I would like to go back in time because I like doing geneaology. I have had some arguments over past ancestors, especially from the female side. You know you are bored when you argue over past ancestors, lol. I have had disputes like there is no way she had that many kids, lol. I think it is funny now how I have argued with other surname family over past great, great, etc. grandmothers, lol.
I walked alone and I was happy with that. I didn't need anybody for a matter of fact. There were many ways to escape that life. Those years were before you were my wife. In memories I remember your distractions. You would do things to me for the reactions. You always had your ways of dealing with me. Some of them are hard to recall from memory. I would be upset but you would calm me down. Hard to calm you when you stood your ground. You made an impression on me hard to replace. I can still see you and that sad look on your face. I try not to dwell on the past as much; Really I do. But something comes up like when I was with you. Its that I don't want to forget the love we had. I will just sit here in the dark and then get sad. I miss your being here with me and talking. Sometimes I feel your presence while walking. I have tried to let you go but still I fight it. I remember your passing but can't right it.
I seriously thought of the prison route at one time. You can send them stationary, letters and stamps. I meant to contact this one lady who was a poet but was kind of scared. I have mixed emotions on it.
Good post. I like gloomy, too. I have to do that sould searching thing here, too. Take as long as you need to deal with it. Take advantage of the time off. Go out and hug a tree. It works for me. Hell, I haven't had one complaint from a tree, yet, lol.
I am currently reading The Dastard by Piers Anthony. This car has left the land of Mundania or Florida and has crossed over into Xanth which is magical Florida. The car became magic and noticed that its fuel guage is low. It is having trouble finding a gas station in Xanth but since it is magical sense everything becomes magical in Xanth the car realizes that it doesn't need gas any more. The car has become thirsty and meets a harpy. The harpy is cussing at the car calling it a junker. The car goes to a spring because it is thirsty and the harpy goes into the spring, too. Little did they both know but it is a magical love spring. It is so romantic because the harpy gave birth to a little Volkswagen. I just love happy endings.
I think them working at the same place you do can cause problems. Some employers don't like married couples working in the same department. I have seen women and men go up against their spouses' boss. The boss I had once had this one guy who said he would work overtime but was over ruled by his wife. Once the boss got off the phone with her the boss said maybe you should go home, lol. Man she ripped that supervisor bad, lol. Her argument was that she wanted to see him home once in a while and reminded her husband that he had kids at the house. I have seen men who thought a boss was hitting on their wife knock them completely out. The boss had to let them women go because they were afraid of their husbands.
I like Dan Ackroyd on the House of Blues. I like the commentaries on the different artists. It is the same Dan Ackroyd from Saturday Night Live and from the movie Fletch. I thought Dan Ackroyd was good in the remake of Dragnet.
RE: “Special Power”, what would it be, and why?
Being a time cop might be interesting. I would hate to make the mistake of knocking myself out of the gene pool. I would never be able to forgive myself.