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I love mixed babies.i wish one day to have mixed babies.

Watching human behavior always become my interest since I was 15 years old.

Once I met a lady blogger who hold psychology degree and I found her very cool and unpredictable. I love her style in writing, so honest and easy to digest. Often, we discussed about the character of other bloggers in perspective of psychology side. From her I learn a lot. Unfortunately, because of my business, I was off for almost a year and so did her….

I believe there are many bloggers in CS who hold special expertise in certain thing, especially about life and daily life.
30 years (I am now 45, I was 42 when I joined CS) is still not enough time to understand people. Everyday I find new character new case on human behavior, especially the “abnormal” character. Watching people attitude and trying to understand why they do this or that, often I come to a conclusion which is not far from what those people admit about their characters.

Now that I join blogs in CS, I continue watching human behavior. But it is always my case that reading is not my strength, so I just read some blogs and comments that attracted me. I really sit and take all my time when I read their blogs and comments. I don’t comment if it is not necessary. The blogs that having the most comments are only 2 : either it is funny, interesting and well presented blogs and people love to participate in it or the blogs that full of unmeaning messages, mean that someone like to keep dropping comments in pieces (the blog’s owner that replying each comment one by one is not counted !!).

What motivated me to rise this blog is that…. I find, some bloggers has special mission to carry (not special mission of finding Mr Right or Mrs right). These blogger seems love to spread hate, putting oil on fire, attacking the writer for no reason and feel victory when the blogger owner starts getting tired with their attitude. My barely conclusion on this case is that they are having psychology problem in their personal life like disappointment in life or never reach their achievement, etc. But for sure, these people have so much energy that pushing their nerve.

In the other hand, I like to have these people. I am using their character to test my patient and wisdom, also to enrich my knowledge of human behavior. Not to mention, to know the reaction of other bloggers when these people start commenting one blog and I am impressed that many bloggers prefer to either just commenting on the topic or drop one short comment on these special behavior.

Finally, I present my most appreciation to this special group with special mission. Without you, the CS blogs would not be that colorful !!!

Keep it up !!!

UPDATE: As a new and future resident of Campus Towers Apartments on the West Side of Jacksonville, FL, I will be moving there from my nephew's place at the Navy--owned Ribault Village housing community in
November

But I know I can't. I am realistic about Life. But I think it is okay to wish.

Yesterday my oldest daughter got married. The legal part of it. The actual wedding is in two months.


I went to the cemetery in the morning and laid flowers on three graves. My Dad, my late husband and my late parents in law. I was asking myself why I was doing it. Of course I miss them and wish they were here. But more than that I am forever grateful for them being a part of my life.

I didn't mention her of her dad. I just wanted her to be happy. So it was a secret visit to the ones who passed.

I joined CS after my husband's passing. It was a difficult time. There are lots of people who have been kind to me here. I won't mention names. Though we don't talk often on blogs, I am forever grateful to all the wonderful people. You helped me to move on.

Welela, Wallops, KN, Sands. Even Ian who are not in CS any longer. Thank you for your kindness and understanding. I hope all of you are keeping healthy and happy.

Of course there was a troll or two I got to know. Somehow you came to my mind RC. Funny, I feel you will read this.

Life goes on. People come in to our lives for reasons, seasons and life times. Even death does not seem to part the one I once loved, married and had children with. I think it is natural to think of him and feel his absence on days like these.



Wish he was there standing by my side.

My fiance and I are planning to celebrate Christmas abroad. but I am not sure he would enjoy it because he was an atheist. and this will be my first experience of parting with my parents at Christmas time. we usually celebrate with another family and my fiance does not ever want to join. I believe in the end it will be like a regular holiday... uuuffff.

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Today's classified Lecture.
$ponsor .} Beth tsur. house of rock.

Not just tambourine s...but also flutes & wood winds.
.872. . entrance to a bldg...... . 125. red .[ .alert
.179. .mourn .[ .ing. .... .... .. . 926. tremble
.1051...Beth Rapha ....... . . .. house of a GIANT.
...1 0 4 9 . house of rock
.......o 2 ... .c. Intel.
..part 2 . } .get your No. 2 pencil.
..now read this | Isa. 13:3 ..the original transfer.
I give Command & I bring them: Giants are coming
.to fulfill my wrath. Rejoicing & at the same time insulting.
McNote. } . this establishes a different Understanding & context for Isa. 13:4 & 5 .. which may become
Actual at any time..
..re Pete. ) . rejoicing & insulting ..$imultaneously.
The statue got me high. ) They might be Giants
G I G A N T I C . ) . Pixies.
Super Position. ) Young the giant.
Sin Tax. ) Hidden history of human race ) blood Incantation.
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40 years ago i was 9 years old, a young lad full of life, but from the age of 9 I saw my mum and dad fight quite often over a period of 10 years. Those fights were because my dad was having affairs and when mum would confront him he would beat her, and on one occasion I watched him floor her and kick her in the stomach breaking 3 of her ribs.

Those visions have stayed with me but I tried to bury them,and though I had. One women in particular that my dad had an affair with for 10 years, he ended up marrying. This women would call our house 3 times a day for 7 years, we changed our number but she always found it. She even spoke to me one day and said she was my dads wife, I was 10. She even told my mum she was having his baby. My mum stuck it out until the last son left home, me, at 21. She then threw dad out and after 2 years he married this evil woman who made my childhood hell, as well as my mums.

My dad told me he was leaving, I looked at him and said good, that was in 1981..I never saw him again. He died of cancer and on his last dieing day he called out my name many times, but I was no wear to be seen.

From what I hear from my brothers his 2nd wife wanted him stuffed because she could not bare to be without him, yes a nutty women. My dad died in 1995 and that was a relief for me and it was time to forget. My mum had endured hell, yet she never complained, she was the best mother anyone could wish for. She died of cancer 5 years ago, and i remember vividly one day walking into her house, she was staring out the window, knowing she had weeks to live, she was looking back at her life, as she turned to met I knew what was going through her mind.

I will never forgive my dad or that women for why they put us through.

This morning i had a friend request on Facebook from someone called Paul Shamu.so i was curious and accepted...iI was in shock when I saw who it was..it was this women who had made my life a misery...she had remarried but she had posted photos of my dad and her on holiday in the 80's..when he was still with mum..perosnal photos of my dads brothers.. so many things.

I could not believe my eyes..and why was she doing this..40 yrs later...I used Facebook to vent what had been boiling all those years on her FB page..she denied everything..her response was..it takes two.

What and why did she do this, she was not content in making my life a misery in my youth..to now rub it in 40 years later...

should I forgive ?

Today my Indian ex-classmate says he misses me so much and ... he would divorce if i agreed to come to him...even we just had some talks and walks togetger sometimes when we studied together a year ago and some online conversations now and then. He has no issues with his current family! Why are many men unloyal? Willing to abandon his wife who has shared nearly 20 years of ups and downs to run after his own new feelings that who knows will subside quickly after being satisfied?

Feeling bad for him but suddenly feel sorry for me lol. Why most of married men like me not single ones? Whereas, i m not looking for NSA or FWB. So ironic.

My siblings and I have been 'orphans' since April of 2017, when my last parent made her exit from this life. Her pictures, words, mannerisms, efforts, and other elements of her existence often cross my mind. Even more so, is the fact that persons who knew her remind me that I look, speak/sound, act and think like a younger version of her. Unfortunately, that very similarity may have been the cause of our frequent 'head-butting' whilst she was here. All I can cherish now are the memories.

A part of showing love is cherishing those that you care about. They may be friends, family, pets, work colleagues, neighbours, etc. It is especially important, I think, to cherish those who give meaning to our life, even if indirectly so. A phone call, a small token/gesture, a kind note, a word of thanks, a smile, a hug, a wave....a little can go a long way.

Don't wait...let's cherish each other today.

I'm not going to elaborate what an unpleasant and irritating experience it is to be around pretentious people.

The worst part is that they think you believe their charade.

Well do you know how to say it without being too obnoxious that you know they are liars?

Note: I personally cut off those kinds of people. Avoid them like plague. No explanation or inviting a pose for apologies.

We're going to attend a wedding in Hawaii and it's a family thing. Now I heard from my cousin whose the bride's mother that this person whom I can't stand around me is also a god mother meaning we'll be in the same table, etc etc.

(She once asked my children why we've become cold with them but she clamped and said nothing, acted innocent and being polite). I'm actually thinking of either tell her about her lies or cancel my attendance, either one is a difficult decision.

What would you do?

Thanks all for your read or comments.