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"Loneliness"

The plain Ugly Truth about
Cigerette usage!
Forget the sweet aroma
Smell the repulsive ugly truth of gaingreen!
See it for what it is manipulation of the slave
by the master
The fat cat that lives in the mansion on top of the hill
Just like liquor will destroy you fm cirrhosis of the liver
Replaced by a urine and waste bag!
Ugh stink!
Reality check wake up!

The Angel wife that enabled
the handsome addict husband
The manipulator that wrapped her around
His little finger 20 years!
Until his demise
Then he had to quit cold turkey
Or die from one puff!
Her reward loneliness for her retirement years

To be alone
Not 2 but 1
Is just an illusion
A mortal suggestion
If u believe in God
Our Father
Is everpresent
Omnipotent omnipresent omniscience mbe
Easy to say hard to do

When you've given your All to others
Jobs
Family
Children
Patients neighbors
When tragedy strikes
You
And you alone become
One
A solo
Vs.
A Duet
Beware the old friends
From yesteryear
Won't
Be there
Because u have to keep making
Deposits
To friendships
To be able to make
Withdrawals later
Just like a bank account
deposits needed for withdrawals
If u haven't talked to them
Friends
much in years
They too will have cleaved to their husbands
That men pass first normally
Or get hurt hospitalized indefinitely
Leaving a women alone
Or a widow for 20
Or more years
We will have to
Make changes
Adapt
Endure
Survive
Find new friends
New places
New ways to spend our time
New love
And it wont be
E Z
No
It wont!
It will become I me again he she
Not us we our
No team player
Until u find Another
And make the
Effort
to do so
It will take
Willingness
To change
Direction
Planning
And
More willingness
U
Can
Do
It!
Yes
u can!
It's only a
Burden
If
u
let it become one
Just do it
Join some clubs
Find new activities

50 Ways to leave your lover
Paul Simon
Get off the bus gus
Don't be coy roy
Making new plans Stan
Set yourself free Lee
Listen to me
Set yourself free

Or find a new lover

And Now for the Rest of the story Paul Harvey

The Marlboro man is not sexy just make believe
"They can do anything in Hollywood"
Sexy man in a silloutte moon light orange sunset
Cowboy on a horse
No longer is sexy
Those ugly filthy
Disgusting cigerettes will kill him
Like licking an ash tray kisses ugh!
The cold hard truth
Plaque of cigs plugs up
Veins capillaries
From the heart to your extremities
No blood flow to circulate heal
Causing ED amputations
And all manner of diseases
Can rot your tongue lips like ground hamburger
On the face
holes in face
Rot your toes throat
cancer of all kinds
Brain, lungs, skin, mouth etc.
Gangrene surgery
Amputate all extremities
Hands arms
Feet legs all the way to your groin
Urine bag waste bag
I V' s digging in your arm artery
Your tongue dies first
Eyes go bad
Yuck
Slowww painful death
Diapers
Endless
Cure
Don't start smoking!!!!!!!!!!
Or it will cause your wife agony
Of defeat!
Very disheartening
Build up a life
for a lifetime
Then one day it all falls down
Like Humpty Dumpty
Wall broken forever
That part can't be mended repaired
Jenga it all falls down!

Major injury
Strokes
Paralyzed
Hospitalized
He is Institutionalized 2 years
Locked in the system
$1000 a day
All due to nasty nicotine addiction
Planned by cig companies
Every cig over 5000 additives
To make u a slave to the master nicotine
For the wealth of nicotine mansions
Intentional very lucrative
But to those who use
Disheartening beyond repair
Years suffering in nursing homes
Living your golden years
In a diaper full of waste
Waiting your turn in line
HOURS Daily
to be changed by your nurse
Ugh!
U made your choice
Now u SIT in it!
U were warned!

Rachael_0622

The land covered in fresh white snow
The Sun shining across it causing it to glow
With tiny promising crystals the colors of a rainbow
Sustaining life through water that flows

The world was silent in adoration
As it awaited for its new King in anticipation
The new promise had come to earth
When one night in a stable a Virgin gave birth

He brought the promise of eternal life for those
Who believe that after He died He arose
A new Covenant had been born sent by God
To pave a path for all who accepted his gift of love

Water becomes a rainbow as the sun shines through
Now the New Covenant continues that promise too
God promised to send a Savior to save us from sin
If we drink of His water – we too will be born again

"Love is in the Air"

Very Inspired
N
My
Heart & Soul
An old friend texted me today
Melody Harmony Smiles Laughter have been
Flowing for hours
In my ears heart soul piano music
4:22 a m have not slept yet
Obedient to this assignment
When the words r flowing like a smooth
calm lake or river
This story
Is
For Acknowledgement
Of
A
Good Soul
"LLR"
He knows who he is
With an endearing kind heart
As natural as God made him
Full of Love & Joy
Why does he inspire me?,
I ask
He reminds me of
My Beloved Mother
Adored Grandmother
Of who I am
Why I am
My paths of piano, cello, singing, dancing, choir, church, God, peace, art, painting, photography, design, architecture, math, the love of Nursing healing hearts healing hands, the art of love, how natural it should be to touch, entertain children w true stories, see them grin, roar laughing, full of joy, exuberance, creativity, dexterity, ingenious ways, playful, happy ...
As a young child into adulthood playing piano for hours that flew by like minutes
My grandmother sold my mom an
Oak upright piano for the mere price of $25 with the promise that when she wanted it back she could get it back for $25
For Aprox. 30 years a family of 9 enjoyed it and the neighbors that listened from outside my window then after hours tapped on the window saying I Love it! Thx
Then one day my mother had done her homework. She had made sure her household of 9 had culture, knew our father in Heaven to turn to at a moments notice for normalcy, restoration, the Bible, music, the arts, Singing, painting,
Tenderness, disciplines, Math, accounting, nursing and being multi talented in the art of the vast world of cooking, being fair and sharing, earning money
Two things that stood out:
One: On a camping trip she insisted my dad repack the whole car to include my cello
Two: She insisted we go to Interlocken a school for gifted students in Michigan for instrumental and vocal endeavors. When I learned it was 20 hours to visit and 20 hours to return home to my Beloved family no way did I want to be that far away I was not interested
The bottom line I spent numerous years enjoying piano
Much.
In 1982 I returned home from the military: my grandmother had bought the piano back for $25
I loved her, she said I could play it anytime at her house but I had to exit out her door it wasn't the same anymore,
My piano bench and all of my music remained in my room
At least I once had that: then I continued for the sale of the home & estate auction a vast unending job: this memorable home heaven on earth. Spent 22 years of my life there with fresh produce from dads yummy great garden.
Nearly died in the attic from the heat it took my breath away: very close to a heat stroke North & South ends of the attic had always had fresh air; that day both ends were inadvertently locked closed: I was trying to empty the attic for an estate sale: I found myself suffocating for oxygen: dropped to my knees had to crawl about
60-70' could barely get out with my life
Crawled to the trap door
Through myself out & down
Regrouped
thanked God to be Alive!
Dad said he had always had the side vent open & didn't know who closed it and apologized happy I was alive!
Today found out per text my friend is doing better.
Glad he had returned to the human race,
alive & well
Thank God almighty
Free at last
Free at last
Home James hit the gas
Hours of listening to great piano music from
Anthony Burger like Exodus
Heart has melted away
The invisible fear to peace ...
Thank You
Father Mother God
For Peace
Melody
Harmony the Natural state
Of mankind
To return to normalcy
Peace!
At last!

Rachael_0622

Lieing for Love

Very Poor liar!

Liar Con Artist
Dumb Man he's ignorant
Against the law to defame the military uniform and impersonate military personnel
Not taken lightly for active duty
Or Veteran
One of them
Will put him
In his place!
Smack him down
Several knotches verbally!
There was a man who wrote me on connecting singles in his dress white Navy uniform all white with 4 star general lapels
On each shoulder
His uniform says he is
a 4 star General
slouch says Not
Not the poise body language of an officer
with pride poise grace he says he's a Sergeant in the Army he doesn't have stripes!
Deceit
if he had ever been in
Any Branch of the military
he would know the colors
of the U S Military uniforms and the rank for a
non commissioned officer and an officer from the academy
Con Artist
only word for it
I think there is a penalty for it!
Prior military
Can see a liar a mile away!
Rachael_0622

But you said
.....you liked me
so what happened
.....you liked spending time with me
so what happened
.....I was funny
so what happened
.....I made you pee your pants from laughter
so what happened
.....you were made for me
so what happened
.....I was made for you
so what happened
.....that you loved being near me
so what happened
.....you never wanted me out of reach
so what happened
.....you wanted to share your bed with me
so what happened
.....you wanted to wake up in my arms
so what happened
.....you looked at me and cried
so what happened
.....I was getting butterflies and sick to my stomach
so what happened
.....you said it first
so what happened
.....I reacted immediately and in kind
so what what happened
.....you just looked at me
so what happened
.....I was paralyzed
so what happened
It happened
we fell in love

The setting sun caresses
curtains eyelashes
heavy from kisses
black night
insomnia.
Just like your lips used to be
and hands wading
on my body map.
Last flash of rays
drowns in hair
like your breath
on the neck, in the bend of the hand.
I don't remember now
legs and hands entwined
moments of desire
and your appetite weight.
Twilight remained
with a last sigh
singing lullaby

When you lose your shadow
And forget your dreams
When you step barefoot
On a lego piece
Or mistake shampoo
For a mouthwash rinse
And then blow out bubbles
Not being able to breathe
When it feels like your world
Is falling apart
From the man-made drama
And darts in your heart
Then you know you are tired
And just need a break
To restore your balance
And get your shadow back

In Platteville, Wisconsin the weather is sunny and 37 degrees fahrenheit
In Brooklyn, New York the weather is partly cloudy and 39 degrees
In Phoenix, Arizona the weather is partly cloudy and 69 degrees
In Arcata, California the weather is partly cloudy and 56 degrees
In Yellowstone National Park the weather is snow in three hours and 30 degrees
In Seattle, Washington the weather is rain and 47 degrees
In Tampa, Florida the weather is cloudy and 76 degrees
In North Pole, Alaska the weather is partly cloudy and -3 degrees
In Rivervale, Arkansas the weather is partly cloudy and 46 degrees
In Portland, Maine the weather is partly cloudy and 31 degrees
In El Paso, Texas the weather is partly cloudy and 63 degrees
The coldest place in the United States is Fairbanks, Alaska averaging -16.9
The warmest place in the United States is Death Valley where it can reach 130
The hottest city is Dallol, Ethiopia with highs at 105 degrees fahrenheit
The wettest place is Mawsynram, India with 393 inches of rain a year
The driest place is the Atacama Desert in Chile with .6 inches of rain a year
The driest city is Aswan, Egypt with .3 inches of rain a year
The average temperature where I live in Platteville, Wisconsin is 46 degrees
Platteville, Wisconsin gets 36 inches of rain of year on average

There are days when you cry
though not a single tear
does not run down the cheek.
There are words
that are born in bitterness,
though they will never be said.
There are moments
of great loneliness
although it is full of people.
There are cloudy days,
full of rain
and one would like
to sink into their streams.
There is a time
when you want to find yourself
but don't know where to look.

Hot! Warm all over!
Mmmm ... ooohhh ... Aaahhh ...
OMG ...
That feels sooo ...
Good ... Great..
My furnace was dyeing going bad!
The human bod
is around 98 degrees
My thermostat had fallen to 60-62
At night I shook like a leaf
My heart was warning me I was
Too cold!
It was literally jumping out of my chest in pain pulsating scary
One last time to make me do something anything will do!
Beware it said
Listen Now!
Get out if bed
Before u have a serious problem
NOW!
Called 911 heating repair
They assessed the situation
They Left at 1:00 a m
Got it back on temporary fix
On last leg ... in bad condition old
Seeking warranty
In floor heat hours days
To return to normalcy
For 2 days I have been uncomfortable

Today was nippy
Put a gray sweat shirt
In the dryer
To get
Hot!
My bod said,
"Ooohhh! ... Aaahh ... Mmmm ...
Thank you so much!
Nice & warm now!
Thank God heaven above!
Like
"Mother"
Would have done it!
You will never Love another like her
No one else will put forth
Her undying affection effort
And Love
Creature comfort
Comfort food
Warm to the tummy
Necessity is the mother
Of invention
This was surely
A Good find, solution

This gray sweat shirt
Was bought at a Footlocker store
In Anchorage AK retail % $75
Holiday sale around $50
Boy did I get my money's worth
No ware or tear nor stains
I have had it for years
maybe since 2006 12-13 years
Helps to have 2 to rotate
Then one is always clean
Ready to go
My go to in the Alaskan winters
We have a dry cold like the dessert
Not wet cold like Michigan
My Carhartt extreme
coat is often too hot
Another food for thought to be wrapped in warmth:
In my younger years
Worked at a fast food place
As a closer normal off the clock about 2:30-4:30 a m
Boy what a job and a half
The whole shift rush hour
Your legs sizzled when u finally
Got a chance to lay down & rest
From school buses and family
Gold mine of a deposit
Location location location
Just off of A major exit
Came home smelling like
Ketchup, mustard, pickles,
Onions, Grease Ughhh ...
I felt so gross yucky
Like I'd bathed in
Condiments
In a tub full of ketchup mustard pickles Ughhhh again!
The non aromatic aroma
Was repulsive to me
Couldn't wait to be clean again
To be fragrant from body wash
Perfume
And shampoo w Raspberry fragrance
I took a long hot bath
Bathed rinsed
Let the water down
Put in clean hot water to soak sooth relax from being on
my feet 8 hours of rush rush rush
Every ticket added up with a pencil by hand
Had to get 100%
On the math test to work there
Years of studying
The chart of multiplication
Normally found in the back of the book
U graduate by making one
To go to 10 with pencil paper
Well anyway
when I was good and clean
Feeling fine
Relaxed
Went to my bedroom
Crawled under the warm covers
In a Queen bed
with little petite rose yellow flowers
On top so sweet ..,
Boy I felt like a "Princess"
I smelt sunshine
As I drew the covers to me
To my face
my nose could smell
Peace!
Mmmm ... Oooohhh ... Aaahhh ...
Mwwwaaahhh to her cheek!
Mother had washed My sheets
And dried them
on the clothes line!
In the sun!
All that work for little ole' me!
I am a very good daughter
I said to myself
"She Loves Me!"
So precious to do all of that work!
Couldn't thank her enough
With gratitude
the next day for loving me!
She is so dear to my heart!
She taught me Manyyy things!
Many a day all of my time went
To her
For the teamwork necessary
To run a successful household of
9 children plus a gazillion friends neighbors relatives cousins
4 sets of twins
tons of loved ones in out!
My dad had been in the Navy
On a ship
Definitely a constant
Disciplined obedience
daily "teamwork" effort
Work instead of dream feeling
Awake & Inherit feel!
We definitely learned
the meaning of
"Work!"
My hands and body
and tongue all feel it
A Home with much family!