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Was going to write on sleep hygiene, or issues north and south/east and west, nationalism speaking, but C's blog got me coveting my CS neighbor's goods. A visit from the CS cyberscrutinizer? How unfair. With all my highly copious and acerbic ranting here, and not a few bidirectional personal attacks, on everything from my intelligence, to my stature, to my age appropriate shrinking manhood,----well, my envy almost got the best of me, my fair minded CS fellow bozos on the bus. So this BLOG. Don't you all think it unfair that I am being so cavalierly and unjustly overlooked? Why, for all I do to stirr things up here, and to get a few limited number of brain neurons French kissing, you'd think that CS would visit me. Not merely on the shamelessly lavishly appointed CS member home visit traveling van. But in the IT ether herself, AND a few nights on the manicured VIERK mansion kilometer long driveways. With all holds on the van chock full of wonderful and expensive presents, for..........................................ME! The servants would be glad to haul it all into one of the guest cottages. Ah, but long ago, in another life, concerning jealousies, I learned---that it's not a fair universe, and---"Eifersucht ist eine Leidenschaft,-wer mit Eifer sucht, was Leiden schaft". Hope this isn't the hook for the VIERK. Alors, Pereat les narcissismes, sur CS.

Duality to overcome to become One again
Every question has the answer within itself otherwise it would not be a question in the first place.
Every problem has an solution otherwise it is not a problem.
The Universal Law of One as the sacred Womb of Chaos
That is where nature comes from The plus and minus /Yin and Yang
The polarity of two energies equal in strength Bringing order in the chaos

When there is one two will come , when there is three one has to leave.
Whatever that might mean it has been said as the riddle of nature

On this Planet Earth we use four as base to create
To learn about and live by the laws of nature
Earth Water Fire and Air the building blocks from the beginning of time and space
The physical the emotional the mental and the spiritual
As above so below or is it the other way around? As below so above

The four seasons is to be seen in its cycle as the answer found of the nature of all things
The four directions North Cold East sun-rising South warmth West sun-setting
The four levels of the human brain. The Mind, Intelligence. Memory and oops forgot what the last one was sorry lol must be personality Ego
The pope the cardinal the priest the sheep
The president the minister the mayor the people
The Captain the Officer the crew the passenger
The Soul the Higher self the Ego the Lower self

SPRING is the morning ,seeding with thoughts for the day to come, watering it into germination with the emotional connection
Childhood up untill eaten for the tree of knowledge
The garden of Eden where all is in perfect harmony
The foreplay in any (adult) s*xual encounter

SUMMER is the afternoon the flower of what has been seeded you have to keep on watering it is essential to be able to stay involved
Pre adulthood exploring the field of differences
The penetration merging the two into one the beauty of the body

AUTUMN is the evening the harvest time of fruits and nuts and depending on the thoughts of morning Some call this Karma
Adulthood family
The o*gasm collecting the essence of “Love”

WINTER is the night time ploughing the soil. Turning it upside down taking out as many weed roots as possible in the knowledge of the soul that they will return
Retirement, the elder, peace
The aftermath resting in each others arms.

“WINTER IS COMING” what does that mean to you >>??
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There is no pain you are receding
A distant ship smoke on the horizon
You are only coming through in waves
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying
When I was a child
I caught a fleeting glimpse
Out of the corner of my eye
I turned to look but it was gone
I cannot put my finger on it now
The child is grown
The dream is gone
...
And I have become comfortably numb

Esiste una via scientifica e dimostrata che porta alla REALTA' VERA e non quella "olografica virtuale" in cui siamo cognitivamente immersi e nella quale siamo manipolati costantemente.
[There is a scientific and proven way that leads to the REAL REALITY and not the "virtual holographic" one in which we are cognitively immersed and in which we are constantly manipulated.]

A long time ago, when I was having a difficulty geeting a proper job as Nurse in the Philippines, and we were in dire financial struggle, I told God that if need be, I would trade my happy ever after for a chance to be able to provide for my family's needs.

I wasn't being self important by thinking that somehow my voluntary suffering will alleviate the suffering of others. It wasn't about that. But at that time, I was ready to forego my own happiness for something else without fully knowing the consequences. Or how lonely its going to be. And now it seems like God taking it seriously! Oh No! I hope He isnt.

I wonder where my happy ever after is.

(A childish thought for tonight. Nothing too deep. )

After a great deal of thought I decided I wanted to make an announcement, but then I changed my mind and decided I didn't want to make one. It was a last minute decision and I only just managed to stop myself from making the announcement before I posted this blog. Had I posted the blog a couple of minutes earlier I would probably have made the announcement.

Now I'm wondering if I should have made the announcement, after all. Still, it's no good crying over spilt milk, it's too late now; I didn't make the announcement and that's that.

One beautiful Monday morning, I stepped out in front of my door and noticed a mad man standing right in front of my door step,he bent down, wrote “W”, and asked me what he wrote. At this point, I was already feeling ashamed, getting involved in a lengthy conversation with him. In a hurry to leave, I said “w”, but I was amazed when he replied to my answer, “You only see 'W', because of the angle at which you are looking at it. If you turn upside down, you'll see “M”; from the right side, it is “3”, and from the left side, it is “E”.

The fact that I don’t see things at the perspective that everyone is seeing it doesn’t make me a mad man, he said. Then he left.

I pondered for so long about this though; and more, its application to life. We act, and relate to people, based on the perspective at which we are looking at their situation. Have you taken your time to look at other possible perspectives, views and angles, maybe, a little from their own view before we judge them? I then decided that, before I get angry with, or act against, or judge, anyone that has done something unfavourable to me, I will view it in at least three possible perspectives, mine, theirs and others'.

So, before you judge people,
before you rage your anger on them,
take a little time to view their angle or perspective, and,
if you still cannot see a reasonable reason,
then you may act REASONABLY .
Have a great week

of the long-term members who were recently ushered from the site:

“The reason people awaken and rebel is because they have finally stopped allowing things to insult their soul.”

My first and last blog. Thank you.

Late one night, some years ago, I was walking home when I reached a crossroads where, from out of nowhere, appeared a shadowy figure. Although I was eager to get home he managed, easily, to engage me in conversation, as he was very charismatic. He was also very persuasive, but, luckily for me, nothing transpired that required the removal of my trousers. We came to an arrangement.

Now that I have reached an age where thoughts of my mortality are becoming ever more prevalent, I am plagued with regrets about the agreement I entered into. If I could turn back the clock to that night at those crossroads, this time I would keep right on walking when that stranger appeared, or at the very least be more ambitious in my negotiations. It’s not that I haven’t enjoyed the local fame that came with being a virtuoso of the spoons, but it is only in hindsight that it occurs to me that the electric guitar might have been a more rewarding choice.