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This is way overdue. Congress should have done the right thing (impeachment inquiry) long ago.

I know no details about the abuse cases. But I wonder if a traditional family structure was non-existent with most of the under-aged being abused? Because, where were the parents to protect their children?

Democrats are eating their own.

A group of climate change protesters boasted about blockading Democratic West Virginia Sen. Joe Manchin's car on Thursday, accusing the moderate lawmaker of trying to run them over in his attempt to drive through a parking garage.

When ur young & foolish ... you think you're bullet proof & 10 foot tall .... not a worry in the world ... fearless in fact ... try anything twice just for the hell of it ...

These days I'm far more aware ... far more in tune with what's RIGHT and what's WRONG ...

... and in particular, how dodgy life can be ...

... here one minute .. gone the next ... my own father in fact, died exactly like that ... heart attack ... pfffffffft! gone in an instant ...

Good health, well being & fitness is the very ultimate for me & something i'm truly passionate about. It's also the only thing you have to sustain your life & safeguard you from disease.

One thing I NEVER, EVER do ... is take this life i have for granted.

It's unfortunate so many fail to see the forest for the trees & continue to over-eat, smoke, drink & abuse their health.

Wake up people, life is far too precious to just throw it away.

My motivation is simple ... I WANNA LIVE ....

I want to complete the cycle of life ... not throw the towel in half way through ..

I intend to enjoy my future grand children ... even see them get married ...

... these are my goals ... my focus ... my motivation ... my drive ...

Find yours.

Life is definitely worth it.

Every morning, my alarm rings, i wake-up,... have a hot shower, get ready,... catch the bus to my corse, and after the day has finished, i catch the long bus ride home agen. Everyday that goes by, is like a constant routine i'm in, almost like a movie stuck in a loop.

I have my moments where my mind escapes away for a second, movement around me fades, every sound i hear around me dies, and as i turn to a look outside through the window, i discover the world moving, everyone living their lives, and sometimes it hits the emotions in me... im here, im alive,...but im not living. I'm alone,... my heart starts to weaken, and i feel my tears start to scream, but i swallow hard refusing to let them out.... I am concerned for my future. I'm studing this corse to become a beauty specialist, I gaze at people working, but i start to wonder, where this will achly take me. If this is the right thing for me...I think of my 2 beautiful nephews, and my gorgeous neice... I see couples walking past holding hands, and i remember how it once felt to be inlove with someone,... you would die for... Is there anyone out ther for me?...is he waiting too?, or is it too late??...

I seem to be living my life with no direction, and no sense of purpose. No ultimate goal, and so i feel no excitment. I seem to be evolving all the time.. changing physically, emotionally and spiritually, trying to obtain strength for myself. My mind wonders through a million things everyday, as i struggle to consentrate on the current moments of my life.

I know there is something out there for me, that i have not grabbed ahold of yet. I know i cant be prepared for my future,and that thought eats at me inside, but i conceal my feelings from everyone i know. I still feel incomplete. But sometimes, i feel like i'm almost there......or am i?? My life is covered in question marks, i have been trying to to discover all my life.

Depression hits me every now and then, but i seem to be able to fight it alot better than i used to in the past. Im trying to make the most of what ive got, but i know that theres something better,... something more for me out there, and i know more than anything, that it's that something that i need...that will complete me, and my life. Life only seemes to get harder, as i grow older. But im fighting in this raging battle to just carry on,... no matter how much i wanna just quit, let go, and just give up on absolutly everything.

I'm waiting, i am here, and hopefully one day soon, i will have found that one amazing thing, that will make me whole. Then... i know i will be at my happiest, at my fullest, and at my strongest in every possible way.

This is the current moment of my life. "A constantly repetitive scene in a boring movie" You may, or may not understand anything i have said. But because i have knowone to share my feelings with, i have chosen to expose how i feel to those of you, who are reading this right now, and dont really know what my mind goes through.

Thankyou for everyone who has been there for me in the past, and in the present. I love every single one of you, and appreciate everything you have done for me. The most littlest things you have helped my with, has effected who i have become, and what i will be in the future.

Love Shayna

Somebody I know – let’s call him John – had his entire life derailed by a single event 35 years ago. He had everything going for him; a wife, 2 preschool daughters and was in a lucrative business with an equally capable partner. Now he has nothing.

One day the business required of him to be away for a week. However, he concluded the business in 4 days and arrived home on a night flight. When he walked into his bedroom he found his partner in marriage in bed with his partner in business.

Keeping the business in the family turned out to be too much for him. He fetched his firearm in the study and went to the kitchen to bolster his nerves with a few neat brandies. Then the two lovebirds appeared. And he fired two shots at them. Missed them both and they ran to the police station only half a block away.

John was arrested, charged with attempted murder and sent for psychiatric evaluation. When the case went to trial it was discovered that the lovebirds had disappeared. No witnesses meant no case and in the end John was found guilty of discharging a firearm within the municipal boundaries; he paid a small fine and forfeited his firearm.

But his life was over. The business went to pieces during the three months while he was in arrest and his wife cleaned out the house and the bank account before disappearing. John had lost all interest in life.

He drifted from job to job; more unemployed than employed. More on the street than in a house. Not the will to continue. He was an only child and he lost both his parents on the same day two years prior to the shooting incident. No family to get him on track again.

When the lovebirds finally resurfaced ten years later they were married and John did not even know he was divorced. His children were legally adopted by their new father and when he tried to contact them he ran into a court order preventing contact.

I don’t have much sympathy with his inability to stand up again but I do feel sorry for him. I think his life was stolen from him.


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A lot of detail had been left out to keep the story shorter.

Here's a very sensitive issue for me. I've been hiding my relationship from my ex-husband and my almost 11 years old son for a long time now. Few months ago, my son picked up my phone and read some messages exchanged between me and my BF. He took the whole thing really well and started teasing me about it, few days later, he grabbed my phone and started chatting to my BF. From that day on, they started talking , exchanged messages and photos. He likes to tease and joke with my BF and would often tell me to marry the guy. Well, things are more complicated than it appears. They have met already and often talked on the phone when my BF and I started dating years ago but for some reason, we had to keep the relationship secret after that.

My son wants to see my BF, he likes him and that somehow makes me feel positive. Every few months my BF comes here but I never let them meet. My BF plans to spend a very nice Christmas with us, this time he is staying at my place...no more hotels. It would be a wonderful Christmas but I'm having second thoughts...I don't think it's a good idea for them to get too close. it does give me a strange feeling that the relationship is getting serious...it scares the heck out of me

How did you introduce you BF/GF to your children ? Was it a happy event ?

Does women also look for one night stand. Women always think every men is looking for one night stand but i want honest answer from women do they also look for one night stand or not?

Because I'm not sure about the time if it was before midnight or not....
but on this this night 3rd December 2021 I went up upstairs like any other night, to sleep, but like no other night, I died

Since then I've not been baffled as to HOW I'm still alive....
" their mysterious ways and all that"
but since then I've been really baffled and confused as to WHY
which I don't mean in a gratifying way rather than it being more like I fit more for purpose/reason being alive to someone/something, than dead.. but what or whom, two years later I'm still waiting for that reason.

Maybe I shouldn't be in a rush to find out because once I've achieved it, that will be the end of me again... but this time for good deep down I think I know what I've been given this borrowed time for and for now all I'll say, that's a wager I've got going just between me & God..

For a change, may the best man loose

Anyways, if you are someone like me feeling either lucky, blessed or feel like a pawn even...
how's thing been with or for you since your escape from death???

In the meanwhile happy 2nd anniversary to me
" hope I've just not gone and jinked myself with that line"

So I learned just now about this movie. Of certain characters called ABC. What a misunderstanding you're about to see. A love affair involving these three. They are all from different lands. With cultural and religious difference.

C, the male protagonist is from England, B, is of course a beautiful Indian while C, hmmmn an American. Now so the story begins to unfold. A relationship that was foretold. C and A were friends and nothing more, to think of anything else is terrible.

Why? Here is the plot I can be sure of that. A never seeks for anything like love. She's so happy and contented in life and wish nothing to ever change that. She seeks knowledge that's for sure. UFO, the Universe and so much more. Love? That's preposterous, she's not looking and that's absolute.

So this movie is a joke, with all the misleading messages and plots.
But for me I know how it ends, B and C as lovers again. They deserve each other till the very end.

Live happily ever after. And A, too is full of joy forever.

Note: For real, I am never jealous nor seeking any love. I never will. I'm happy as I am. Single and independent.