Lost Love Poems (2,650)

A year has gone by, but the pain wont go away.
I had to tell a lie that day....I met someone else.
Someone who would except me, wouldnt neglect me, or reject me.
The lie really wasn't a lie. I met someone.....I did but The connection, affection and love making, just wasn't the same way.
It hurts when i think about it, the lie i said to you that day. Why couldn't i just accept it, and respect it, for what it was. Instead of trying to change it, rearrange it, all because.
I was in love....

I can't be your secret anymore, it's not fair to me. I deserve so much more, I truly didn't want to see. I wasn't sure in the beggining, how you felt about me. So I gave our relationship time to blossom, to see if it was me. Maybe it was my imagination, you were hiding me. That's what I convinced myself, believing it would be easier, Than to face reality. I know deep down inside, you had strong feelings for me. Keeping this secret, only made me unhappy. So I leave this relationship, saddened by its lost. Secrets aren't worth the time, that's taken from the heart.

I didnt physically bury my lover today.
I buried my heart, that's lost and fraid.
I buried a soul, that's withered away.
I buried a love, that's departed astray.
I buried a mind, that is lost in space.
I buried a spirit, that use to have grace.
I've buried a beauty, that's faded with age.
My heart, mind, body & soul....i surrender!!! I live no more..

I am lost in first Love!
Because it was a bad Move,
I tried to convey letter through a Dove!
For which I repent even now.

The days are now gone for Ever!
I am sure the lost love will come Never,
But the memories do come rising like the Eiffel Tower!
And never spares me even in my Shower.

I feel first love is like one-way Traffic!
If you fail like in life you will feel really Terrific,
No matter how you try to reconcile, I know it may sound Barbaric!
I will tell you will only realise its definitely Tragic.

But for all this remedy there is one real Magic!
Allow time to take over that's the only Logic.
Regain confidence to seek a second Love!
Eroding the first to make this concrete Move.

27th July 2012

How can you say you love me
When you're not around
I can see you from a distance
But you're a picture with no sound
I just wanted to love you
And show you a better life
You even had said yes
When I asked you to be my wife
But over time things changed
And your heart grew cold
I still remember your laugh
And you running into my arms to hold
I see you're still running
But now you are running away
Into the arms of another man
And you laugh at my pain
But I still want you to be happy
Because my love was true
And now matter how you try to hurt me
I hope everything happens for you
Maybe one day, just maybe
You'll realize what you lost with me
But I won't be here waiting
Cause now I see we're not meant to be
I'll forever cherish what we had
Even though it didn't last
But it's time for me to move on because
You can't have a future if you live in the past

Under my skin lies blood,veins, and you stabbing at my broken heart which is now barely beating
After all the advice I still let you get under my skin
Knowing you have control over me makes me feel disgusted within
You call me and I go over stupidly
Why do you consistently feel the need to play games with me?
Maybe I’m Ernestine’s definition to insanity
I keep trusting you and expecting you to change
And remain shocked when you disappoint me
I was so happy when I got you jealous at the party because having something over you excites me
Shame it took other people to assist me, and you only have to say 3 words to control me
I tell myself it was more than your looks I fell for, but I can’t think of one trait in your personality I adore
My mother says there’s others you just need to give them a chance
But if you wanted me back again they wouldn’t get a second glance
You’re the only guy I’d ever give a second chance
Yet you don’t want it
or maybe you know this is the best way to control me
and secretly...you love it.

Love, what is that
Is it worth dying for
What you feel within your heart
Well I don't have a heart anymore
There it lies, broken and bleeding
Lying dead on the floor
And the time has come to say
That I don't need you anymore

So build your walls
And I'll build mine
Then we'll see which one
Crumbles away with time
You have your reasons
And I have my beliefs
But now I see
That I'm not what you need

Holding a lighter in my left hand with our dreams in my right
Poured enough oil on it to let it burn throughout the night
Sick, and painful… to watch your dreams partnered with someone else’s burn in the devils light
The way you used to touch me
Nothing but a burnt distant memory
I even threw the flower you gave me on our first date, in the fire to lay
Burt to the stem, the kisses you gave me on that day rotting on my cheek like tooth decay
I feel your hands still on me as I curl up by the fire
Watching our dreams going up in sparks, glittering as it bursts up with each flicker
I can feel us, as one, I want that feeling to burn away
I hate you, is what I want to think but I love you keeps forcing its way
Jumping in to my throat every time I see you.
My nails almost poetic how they want your body to tear into
Like they used to, every night our passionate side was never dull
Surprising… as you had another girl in the back of your mind
Did you think of her to get through doing it with me?
The question that eats away my sanity

As I walk a lonely mile
My past is far behind
My future is I know not where
As yet it's not defined

My boots are worn with cracked soles
There's not much life left
But on I go, not much choice
Of hope I am bereft

So if you see me travelling on
This highway that's called life
Just pass me by without a word
You don't need my strife

I was a lover caught up in someone who wasn't loving me back
Wanting to be more to someone who pushed me to the back
Cheating and lying was their motto
Played over and over again like the lotto
Tired and used up I decided to leave
Too many tricks and not enough sleeves
My heart is broken and is hard to mend
Wanted a lover and needed a friend
Is that so bad to want in the end