When my two sons were grown and on their own I thought that would be it. I started college and after 5 yrs. my oldest son's ex girlfriend had their baby. Neither needed a baby, and I was concerned about her future.
The mother was a meth and crack addict so I am sure you know where this is going. Yes, the baby girl was born and addict. The mother lost custody of her in the hospital leaving custody to my son who could barely take care of himself. Me and my ex husband helped all we could along the way.
When she was 18 months old my son called me asking me to take her as he was being evicted, had no job, no money, and no food to feed her. He disappeared, so after a month I petitioned for custody.
Grandparents in the state of TN has no rights, but with what a good attorney and what I was armed with, plus a good recommendation from a Children's Services investigator for the court I won custody.
It has been two years now since we have been together. I had to leave college due to her constant illnesses as a result of the damage done to her immune system. I was a Sociology major so her situation is something I was not unware of.
The drugs have as the pediatricians put it "messed up her brain's development." She has hyperactive sleep disorder meaning that she acts like she is on high adrenaline and cannot fall asleep, stay asleep and has nightmares. She has anger outbursts and many other problems will follow by the time she is school age. At 3 and a half, I have already experienced the behavioral problems. Aside from that, she is beautiful, loving, with a winning smile and a laugh to match. She calls me Momma or Mommy. She does not know her mother and her mother never writes about her. Her mother is in prison for meth related charges and her father, my son hasn't seen her in quite some time.
One might think that an abortion would have been best for her, but seeing her tells you that inspite of the future she faces she is a blessing. She may suffer with ADD, ADHD, or Bipolar Disorder which runs in the family. I have Bipolar l Disorder and with medication it is being managed. Through my experience with that, I will be able to understand her where no one else can. I have armed myself with information about children like her to better prepare myself to handle come what may.
Inspite of her developmental problems she has come a long way and yet is very intelligent. She loves books and wants to learn how to read. She says she is ready to go to preschool and ride the yellow bus, but until she is completely potty trained she will not be accepted.
She may have a rough road ahead of her, but she will always have me there to see her through it. As I learned, without intervention she would have little or no chance for a future.