Lost Love Poems (2,650)

Words left unspoken, lost somewhere in time
Visions of yesterday remain in my mind
Silently I cry, for my thoughts I must hide
years gone by, feelings denied
Why must love end with such pain and sorrow
For the love that we shared was filled
with hope and dreams of tomorrow
How can we destroy the lives that we touch
and continue to say, that "I love you so much”
Could it be that with love
we create our "Hell"
breaking the hearts of those that we tell
For the love you are given, a price you must pay
you will be broken, your love thrown away

Angels in heaven,
Angels above,
Protect the one I love.
For she is in your hands now,
Protect her from evil and hate,
Love her as I have,
Love her always as I will.

She was Dawn
Sunrise was his heart
Her love was morning, the beginning

She was Noon
Midday was hes radiant face
Hes embrace was the pinnacle of my day, all days

She was Dusk
Sunset was hes serenade
Hes bittersweet kiss was twilight, the ending

Now she is Night
Midnight was hes soft goodbye
The pale moon reaches its zenith, in the nothing of my heart.

Broken wing fall down, above the flower.
Copy that, when i get creepy cover.

Through mine of the insomnia...
I step... i pass... i get alalia.

Lemniscate, metaphorically thinking.
What's going wrong with my linking.

Song of the bird from the universe.
Strange echo comes between verse.

This bed is strange, or maybe not.
With mix of illusions, covered by blot.

Far away, deep in to the pillow.
Finally... i sleep, flooded by billow.

You laid your body down
raised your hands
to your'e savior

Time passed
grasses now with hay
fleeting butterflies
homing bees

yet still you went away

You are happy now
chosen
her

I am too

An awakening

Soph

Because of you emptiness inside me has reached the depths of abyss
I'm crushed by our end and moments of every day It's us' I'll sorely miss
My inexplicable love for you will lengthen the time it takes to shake my daze
accepting this failed marriage will challenge me for the remainder of my days

Caring just half as much as I would have held our commitment together
due to your NPD and absent reality...I've lost the love of my life forever
Maybe I shall live long enough to find love we once had for each other
" Who am I kidding "...the way I loved you I couldn't possibly love another

This divorce makes three...and you too gave me NO other choice but to file
this Old-Fashioned Gentleman knows if you give an inch woman take a mile
Lingering pain is obviously synonymous with divorce but this latest hurt most
despite all mistreatment...going beyond to please will remain first and foremost

For years your actions proved you really loved ONLY yourself and your 'perfect' son
if honest...you'd admit you never intended our relationship to be a permanent one
My desire Evilla is to keep giving even if it's not deserving...that's simply who I am
instead of choosing mentally abusive and vile...you could've tried giving a damn

These words had true meaning when exchanged years ago
"I Love You"... THAT'S ALL WHAT I KNOW!

I know who is the killer when I’m dead,
Love is to blame, but I am done with that.
Peace dwells where it was meant to be love’s nest,
It is my soul that’s stripped of love, for all is vain.
I never thought that love would ever harm and kill,
Hoped it would give me time, my efforts it would spare.
And if it dealt a blow it would then charge and miss,
And if it showed abyss I wouldn’t mind and care.
I thought I would be reconciled and bear the blow,
As all I needed was regard and feeling strong.
But what I've got is heart devoid of love and hope,
It wasn’t meant to be, it seems, your love is gone.
Don’t think I’ll ever miss you any more,
The void inside me tells me - nevermore.

That morning when i opened the door,
found a wounded bird crawling on the floor.
Unable to bear the pitiable sight,
my heart started feeling for the mite.
I brought the creature in at once,
assumed to have been shot by guns.
I tried my best to make him calm,
fed him water, caressed with palm.
He hopped around all the night,
with all the sufferings he had to fight.
I found it tough to leave him alone,
none of us drowsed till the dawn.
We were friends so soon,
the intimacy aided as a boon.
The gashes started healing faster,
i never let him recall the disaster.
The friend was still not ready to fly,
but i didnt realise his lust for the sky.
Unaware of his intentions, i retired to bed,
when he flew away with just sky in his head.
I wept all day i ate nothing,
with hope that he would be coming.
I kept waiting for him on & on,
T'was already late, he was long gone.

Tell, people, how much it takes
His words to leave behind, forget,
Accept the fact there’s no way back,
That our time has been just chapter
Of novel big and very sad,
In which mere party third I am?!
He’s open, tells me right up front
How ring for her he bought,
That yesterday another night
He went and spent with her,
How gently held her in his arms,
How happiness to him she brought.
Tell, people, how much it takes.
A wineglass? One? Or maybe five?
Or maybe simply poison drops
Can still such pain as mine?
Wish I forgot: not long ago
I too was in her place,
And round and round we gently waltzed,
He wished ME, no one else.
Don’t want to think, Lord gracious, please,
Put everything in place in life!
No wine – I will indulge in dreams
And drink the herbs instead of wine.
Still in my dreams I’ll see in pain
Dear features of your face,
Still I will long to closer stay,
To feel I’m loved I’ll wait and wait …
Tell, people, tell me what will help
To pardon, let him walk away
To one - bit younger than I am,
My heart no more to love him help?..

18.04.09