Lost Love Poems (2,650)

Not the same
Now that he's gone.
Not the same
without his love.
It's like I'm empty inside
I just wanna crowl and die.

Why did you leave me?
If you was all I ever had
Why did you abandoned me?
When i needed you by my side.

Just what the hell should we do when we get life back
When will finally get into the light, and out of the black
We live our lives around a life that had restraints
So often for years, we just do it without complaints

One day, just out of the blue, we are single once more
We should be happy, but what to do, I’m just not sure
I don’t want to party, but I don’t want sit an get old
Just not used to knowing that I have no one to hold

Yeah life must go on, and I will not sit and cry
And I promise myself to stop asking God why
So a life that is mine, to just do as I want to
Plan my days around me and Hope, is what I’ll do

Be happy for me, and all that I know I have still got
It doesn’t even mater if the anniversary is forgot
Live life every day, and enjoy every minute as mine
I got the best deal, I got custody of the wine

Life after divorce, oh what a funny thing to say
How things change so quick, when loves gone away
But no hate, no regrets for the years that we had
For the time spent together I’ll always be glad

Why do we blame ourselves, when others cause us pain
We try our very best; when to them it’s just a game
Try to fix the faults, when really there’s no cure
We give everything we’ve got, and then a little more

Sometimes we need to learn, that it is time to walk away
Say thank you for the memories, there’s nothing more to say
You can not fix what’s broken, if it never should have been
We were blinded by the passion, the truth was never seen

Don’t blame yourself no more, put all doubts from your mind
Although you may always love them, a new love you will find
People will always come and go, from your life and mine
Sometimes we just have to learn, just when to call it time

Another lesson learned, and more wisdom we have learnt
Yes and it’s probably true to say, another bridge we burnt
But as we travel on our way, with all the ups and downs
Would you rather see the smiles, or live with all the frowns

You can not change the future, by trying to bring it from the past
And you can not heal the scars, until forgiveness has been cast
Don’t sit there with your anger; it won’t ever fix your heart
Just remember all the good times, you had back at the start

If you loved them at the start, then you must still really care
So why just hurt yourself, with all the anger that you bare
Life will not stop moving, just because we want it too
We might as well accept it, and move on to something new

In return for the love, the love I had for you,
you stabbed me in the chest, an attempt to pierce my heart.
You must've planned it well, deep inside your tiny shell,
and although I live, to dine within this hell,
I stand alone, waiting to rebel.

Sitting in a steamy spa, my mind was firmly fixed on slowing down just long enough to block out the pain of loosing a loving friend. If you can imagine loosing your best friend, lover and partner for what you perceived as a life time; then you can identify with my loss. Colorful memories shaded my thoughts from picnics to parties closing in on such an elaborate sense of humor. Laughter always filled the empty space, being popular was not important being wanted was. A lot-ta time passed just searching for the right answers wondering why the groundwork layered was not tendered as fresh soil. The thoughts grew bigger as I tried to relax, looking around trying to own the space I was in.

Time and time again I fell victim to the memories and images etched in my mind like a scratched record, only they were real and turning the page would have been great....maybe less painful. Finding a reason to smack down my feelings seem so cheap. How do I catalog all the beautiful memories; how do I dress-down intimate moments; how do I play favorites when all of them were so carefully packaged? The truth is the truth and could never be watered down into just blocks of time....but I'm told time is a healer. I don't remember who won or lost an argument or who looked the most handsome, I do know I only have good feelings inherited from a true relationship.

Footprints were left on my heart that rolled down hill only to crash like an ocean wave, the loss was greater than a Tsunami's destruction. The feeling were so intimidating it crushed my spirit. I was on a reckless manhunt to find myself.....there was no boastful pride, I felt necked deep from within from my soul to my bare feet. The watering-hole of life I once stood in is now empty and shallow, padded with sadness and loss.

I swore I would never fall in love again. I find it hysterically funny and somewhat ironic that I am seeking love again.

Roaming the county just to see
if there was anyone there to amuse me

Choices were slim, faces few
then lo and behold, I saw you.

A familiar face looking back at me
with deep, dark eyes that make it hard to breathe.

In real life we weren't meant to be
Despite my wishes, you turned from me.

I know, I know,
too much. Too soon.
But my heart is always on my sleeve.

But regardless that we did not last,
it was you who freed me from my past.
Was you that helped break the chains that
bound me. I am forever grateful that you found me.

I should have known as a Gemini that you
would always be free as the Sky.
But it's ok. It's all good.
Doesn't everything happen as it should?

My time with you was the key, to releasing the shackles I had on me.
And when Life thrust me back into my cage
and I was left alone to face his Rage
It was thoughts of you and our brief memories
That was the comfort, and the shield I wrapped around me.

With every slur and unkind word, with every attempt to get me to regret the time we spent
It was your bright spirit, your strength, and your deep eyes
that lent me courage and calm, and that I used on my invisible wounds like a balm.

It was you. Your strength must have been by my side, for that stressful 6 week ride, and the last 2 that went from bad to worse.
It was your calm and steadiness that gave me strength in those last hours, with food and items being thrown. Your cunning that let me sit, through insults, and attempted intimidation, and spit. Your peace that flowed through me, that let me hold my tongue and mind steady. That helped me wait until the time to act was ready.

So while our paths may not have stayed the same, you are one friend from which I will never walk away. You did what all that knew me could not do. And for that I will forever love you.

He Hurt Me Once, He Hurt Me Twice, He Hurt Me Three Times Four. Was It Worth It All The Lies, Decent, Secrets And Heartache? Yes He Hurt Me Once, Yes He Hurt Me Twice, Yes He Hurt Me Three Times Four. He Tells Me This, Tells Me That, Which Really Means He's Not All That Into Me. He Hurt Me Once, He Hurt Me Twice, He Hurt Me Three Times Four, He Tells Me Baby I Love You, Baby I Care, But Yet All This Time He Was With One, Two, Three, And Four......

The smell of rust reminds me of that home that belong to us, now its juts dust, that night my heart died when from my dead heart a frozen Angel depart, I leave this forsaken world, in search of a new start, I always strive for the never shining light. I only die a thousand times each and every night, my cold dead Angel died and killed the light wich burned my eyes, burned my life. In a forest of pain I always strive to find that life, shredded to shit, raining in rust, dry and dusty my life in crumbs. My Angel I hate you

I walk along the street
And I'm blue and lonely.
My childhood hurts this love
For my one and only.

Searching other's eyes
For love's deep abyss.
The ocean in my soul
Drowns in a stranger's kiss.

I'm lost without a woman
Directionless and vain.
I seek what is not common
In this world of pain.

Oh for a stranger's eyes
To then return that glance.
The ocean in her soul
Cries for a lost romance.



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I have not stopped crying. Feels as though my heart is dying since you've been lying. Sounds like all your explaining is just alibing. I don't know why i stand here rolling my eyes and sighing. I guess i am finally realizing its not all that surprising. You tried imobilizing my feelings straight from the start. Empty Now is my heart.