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I see Nothing

I hear Nothing

The Nothing is closing in

In a crowd it suffocates me

As it breathes in my air

As the lonliness engulfs me

I know I'm not alone

The emptiness
Finally filled
With warmth
And longing
And lust
Is diminished in my mind.

The touch of lips and teeth and tongues
Kissing
Licking
Biting
Arouse.

As the legs begin to shudder
Yet again
I hear the sudden sharpness of the breath
And realize that it is
My own.

Sweet kiss,tasty kiss
From your soft lips
Yor sensual honey lips
Make me crazy your lips.

Give me your tasty kiss
Let me kiss u wet soft lips
Let me feel heavenly lips
I can die for u fruit lips.

Don't ask me what those dreams mean
For yesterday has breathed its last
And I have come away with a dignified grace
Only half deserved as I imagine the past

In retrospect
I suppose I might have understood
What others expected to see
What is there in my own defense
But that I came to terms with this
Long before

You can ask how long I dreamed them
For I do remember in terms of years
And though it feels like ages, somehow they are still here
Glittering, as shards of glass through tears

In retrospect
I suppose I might have wanted
To watch them fade into shadows
What do I have to say for myself
But that they were beneath my veins
Long ago

And immortality becomes the lens we look through
As though these things counted as eternity
I know they did for me

Don't ask me now why my heart bleeds
The heart, once scarred bleeds continuously
As phantom pain

In retrospect
I suppose I might have tried to analyze
What I had to gain
What was there in my own life
But that which I did not understand
Long ago

Searching for love.
What do i Find,
Hearts of anger,
Hearts that are Kind,
Hearts that long,
For a love so true,
Searching for my love,
What more can i do,

Broken into peices...my heart, my sanity, my being. I can't seem to stop the crying. And there you lie...so inoccently...so cold. Am I dreaming? High above myself I watch...waiting...waiting for it all to fade to black.

I'm seeing red today...someone please explain. This isn't really happening...is it? Have I completely lost my mind? When my mind is all I have left...what shall I do now? My heart and soul were ripped away from me years ago. He keeps them in a box in his closet. Or has he long since thrown them in the garbage?

Please just wake up! I can't stand these crazed thoughts! I don't know who I am anymore. Can you tell me? Just keep it together...you can do it. They'll never know that anything is wrong. Paint on that smile...hold that head high...try not to cry. I've done this for so long now...this should be natural. Am I normal? Here comes that red again...please turn black...

Hey Hey Brownshuga here to sweetn' your day
Is he the one to god I pray
A new question every day.
Is he the one I should seek
around the corner feeling meek
Hard to tell who is sincere
Or just saying sweet nothings in my ear.

Looking through my garden what do i find
A rose so beautiful of no other kind
i touch it hold it and know it needs my care
this beautiful rose unique and rare,

Many time's through out one's life we need someone to care,That someone may be miles apart but....So special and so rare. I myself have found this friend,A gift from God above. I feel her hug's,she sees my tears though physically we are alone.A friend can mean so much in the depths of one's despair...You feel her gentile hand upon your shoulder when your world seems to much to bear. Someone so special they give to you the greatest gift of all ...To ask our Lord and Savior to hold you up lest that you should fall.To wipe away the many tears of sadness from your face...
Although this friend and i may never cross life's path,I know one day one glorious day, I will see her beautiful face. Where we shall live as "sister's..So much more than friends...This world is only "our" beginning..It will not be our end!!

How does one open their heart
Without fear of it being torn apart
So simple, yet approached with caution
To give it all or just a portion?